My story
Monday, October 30, 2006
we drifted further apart.
):
nothing can be done.
concentrate on your studies.
mine as well.
everything is going out of control.
no one knows what is going on.
this is bad.
1 more month to go.
hope everything will be fine again.
but i doubt so.
):
everything turns bad.
who knows?
):
if everything continue like this,
why not just end it?
is a better way.
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nov coming.
a very important month.
i shall get everything ready.
not for you,
but others.
alot of birthday coming in nov!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOV'S BABIES!
:)
the only happy event coming!
and i will meeting mum SOON!
take care! :)
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Saturday, October 21, 2006
these questions come into my mind when i was talking with my mummy.
were talking about the bonding stuffs with hospital etc.
but we ended up arguing.
and i cried.
T.T
i only got TWO question about your parents:
how many of your parents know you well?
how many of your parents actually listen to what you said?
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and the rest about yourself:
how many of you know your parents well?
how many of you place the importance of your parents before friends?
how many of you remember your parents' birthday?
how many of you still go out with your parents and family?
how many of you stay at home more than going out with friends?
how many of you actually care about your parents more than friends?
how many of you listen to your paretns more than friends?
how many of you still respect your parents?
how many of you talk back/argue to your parents?
how many of you dun use/spend your parent's money?
how many of you can survive without your parents and their money?
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i was listening to the song by JAY CHOU.
and i cried further.
song: ting ma ma de hua. ( listen to your mother)
should i get the bonding?
my mummy wants me to take it.
but i know i will be suffering.
i cant study well.
if i want,
i will get it in Yr 2 instead.
my result sucks in SEM1.
that's why.
if i want the bonding just for the sake of my mummy,
i will.
but she wants me to get it this year.
so that i still get the money for now.
she is thinking about money that i get.
but i am thinking otherwise.
so i asked my mummy.
' how well you know me? '
she din reply.
but ask back myself,
' how well i know my parents? '
how sad.
i am 17 this year.
but is just like nothing
living for 17years for nothing.
):
nothing to say.
and i will study hard for this SEM 2 and get a bonding in Yr2.
and i will work for the 3 years after i finish my poly.
earn lots of money for my parents.
i must get the bonding.
:)
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
just some updates for the sake of my dada.
before i start,
EXPLANATION OF WHY I DIN UPDATE! :
1. my com was spoilt!
from saturday until monday night.
2. i wanted to update!
but not in mood.
3. just too tired to update.
that's all.
first.
school started!
hahas.
third day of school!
quite fun!
1. got 3 new classmates. :)
2. i changed my sub-group! :S
3. the lecturers are not as boring as SEM 1. :)
4. i get to see my CLASSMATES AGAIN! :)
but two bad thing!
1. we end school quite late. :(
2. the moledules are harder than SEM1 :(
second.
everything is fine.
1. no more headaches. :)
2. not so breathless. :)
3. the haze is ok now. :)
4. life is getting better. :)
third.
1. i am still wondering about my handphone plan thingy. :(
2. i want to get a new bag. but dun know which one should i buy! :(
fourth.
attachment coming again around january.
which will lasts for another 2 to 3 weeks.
:)
fifth.
specially to my WEAKLING EGG DADA!
i know you confirm lost track of me.
but i lost track of you too.
sometimes,
i dun even know how to answer when they ask me how are you.
so is the same.
lost track of me is common.
plus my school starts,
and you are preparing for your o's.
so is ok. :)
you CAN ask ying about me ba.
i think she knows better.
there is nothing that you SHOULD do.
cause preparing your o's is much more important than anything else now. :)
take care.
study hard!
just the last lap!
happy mugging! :)
and of course!
hope everything goes well for you as well. :)
and see you soon!
end of my post.
nothing much to update anyway.
just for the sake of my weakling egg dada.
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
i am back again.
wake up early in the morning around 8am.
called yanyin.
then went back to Zzzzz mood.
wake up again at 8.30am!
too late.
then prepare myself to go sheng wei's house.
helped him to do some stuffs.
my poor buddy!
din sleep the whole day just for his ART!
oh my!
hope his body can endure!
* pray *
yanyin, jasmine and kellyn came too.
but i reached there first!
* PROUD *
hahas.
then we( yanyin, kellyn, sheng wei and me!) took a cab to BPS.
with his art work!
went to find mum.
but she is not free to see us.
so we went to eat in school.
and we( yanyin, kellyn and me!) left.
oh.
still din see mum yet.
so bu siao of me!
it had been months!
anyway,
i'm meeting her in NOV,
when she free!
hope she remember!
hahas.
mum is damn stress up now.
oh my!
morning got IRP,
afternoon got extra lesson.
night need to mark SA2 papers.
she is damn freaking busy lah.
haix.
RELAX MUM!
COOL!
first,
we went to UOB bank.
then to OCBC bank.
then we went to K-POOL!
our usual PLACE!
lol.
after that,
we went to NYP!
hahas.
we went to buy books for SEM 2!
but only got 3 books!
so i just left it in my sis'd locker.
since they are not using!
hahas.
then yanyin went for her meeting.
and left kellyn and me!
so being kind,
i accompany kellyn to eat at mac!
SHE GOING TO GAIN WEIGHT AGAIN!
lol.
then we walked to NTUC!
cause i wanted to buy some stuffs.
hahas.
she got temp by me!
so she brought some tibits too!
hahas.
bad me!
i know.
* pulling my ears *
:s
called pei ying on the way.
but she was on phone with hailing.
so i hang up first.
and she called back while was waiting bus with kellyn.
wah.
5 days din contact pei ying liao.
RECORD SIA!
kinda of miss her now!
hehe
:)
so we chatted until i reached home.
hahas.
so kind of her ar!
lol.
then called darling daph when reached home.
hahas.
i miss her badly too!
=x
yanyin called me next.
saying she coming my house.
so i said ok.
and she reached my house within 15 minutes!
that is fast man!
hahas.
she left around 10pm!
hahas.
perhaps meeting her tml.
but not sure yet.
just too bored at home.
WATERMELON:
dun be so moody!
i am here!
:)
dada:
get well soon.
i miss you too! =x
hehe.
okok.
i shall end here.
bye.
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
i just remembered i wasn't online the whole day since yesterday!
WOW WOW WOW.
lol
as usual,
i am still rotting at home since yesterday.
nowhere to go, no one to accompany.
too bad.
one went east coast ( yanyin).
second one at home be full-time maid ( kellyn).
third one went for training (jasmine).
fourth one accompany fifth one to buy things ( hailing ).
fifth one went to by her things ( peiying ).
sixth one doing art ( sheng wei).
and the rest is either working or studying ( etc).
my life is boring now.
never mind.
at least i still got my allowance from my parents!
haha.
just stay at home and rot.
and i can save up the money too!
wahahahaha.
i am a smart kid!
oh ya.
I PASSED MY PSYCHOLOGY SUB PAPER!
yeah!
and i dun need to retake the whole damn moledule!
YEAH!
and i wonder how is others result.
hmm.
i wanted to go celebrate!
but i bet no one is free.
so i celebrate this news with my mummy.
she was beside me when i was checking my result.
hahas.
wonderful!
and i am going to get my books soon!
hahas.
new sem coming!
oh.
i must study hard again.
DEAD!
oh ya.
i did went out of the house yesterday!
but i only went to sheng wei's house!
helped him to do his art.
i din help much.
cause i dun even know about art stuffs.
i have my own views about art.
so i only did things that they want me to do!
hahas.
all the best, sheng wei!
getting bored now!
mummy is out.
i am alone in this house AGAIN!
settle lunch myself = no lunch!
my practise!
or just eat some breads to fill up part of the stomach will do
lol.
i am always like that.
my stomach is small.
dun expect me to eat alot of things!
BLEAH
i want to go out.
but no one is free!
- roars -
never mind then.
i shall get myself to settle down and plan for the class outing.
or bring out all my astro boy and clean them!
hurr.
but i only can do one thing at a time!
oh my.
let me see which one i have to do first.
HURR!
is hard to decide!
=X
bad feeling.
bad bad bad
so everything is bad now.
i think the haze is back.
cause i cant see clearly of the block opposite to mine.
wonder what is the PSI now?
okok.
i shall end here.
everything is bad.
oh ya.
if you are lying,
please make aure that the people never find out.
if not,
bear the consequences!
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Sunday, October 08, 2006
YEAH!
the haze is gone!
just for today?
oppx
=(
i wanted to go out.
but my sis ban me,
BLEAH!
i shall not listen to her.
and since the weather is better,
i shall get out of the house later.
wahahahaha.
oh ya.
only MY SISTER BAN ME!
my daddy and mummy still let me go out.
but try not to only!
i shall be abit bad and not listen to my sister!
wahahahaha.
last night PSI was bad.
highest was 150!
oh my.
and i am feeling breathless sia.
so i decided to sleep early.
around 1am i think.
not very sure about the time.
haha.
i lost my inhaler.
i know i am great.
:)
but mum wants me to get one just in case.
BOO :(
but i am lazy to get it lah.
BLEAH
:)
laziness kills.
especially me! :)
haha.
is very kelian to stay at home ok
MUM!
and she is laughing at me!
BLEAH
but i know you are concern!
haha.
but i am still lazy to get one inhaler for my own!
BLEAH!
was feeling better for today.
as the air is fresher.
haha.
with PSI at 27,
i can do anything i want.
i wanted to go out.
yanyin called me just now.
but she said since i am not feeling well,
then dun go out liao.
SOB :(
i want to go out.
is bored at home.
and i almost finished watching all the DVD in my house!
BLEAH!
i am just too free to watch everything.
the whole family is out again.
except me.
so again.
i have to settle my dinner on my own
settle my dinner = no dinner.
haha.
that's what i always do.
but this is not lazy.
is a practice!
lol.
one good thing.
i been sleeping. eating. watching tv. sleeping again.
but i haven put on any weight yet.
still original weight!
wahahaha.
while kellyn put on WEIGHTS on herself!
even during attachment.
oh my god.
may i know what you eat?
hurr!
i bet she is killing me when she sees me.
and she is cursing me now!
oh.
=X
i promise to clean all my astro boyS after i finished all the DVD at home!
i think my astro boyS were dirty.
though they stay ing in my BIG DRAWER!
WAHAHAHAHA.
what a BIG HOUSE THEY OWN!
lol.
my world is full of astro boy!
i love them more than anyone.
and i love them more than i love anyone!
and astro boy comes before anything but after my family and MUM!
anyone but excluding my family members plus MUM!
haha :)
oh ya.
my tagboard is full with nonsense!
by mr ng yihao!
i shall get my dada to bite you!
BITE YOU!
BLEAH
:P
and my dada actually knows is hard for me to stay at home.
then let me go out lor!
BLEAH.
i miss the world outside!
it been two bloody day since i stepped out of the house!
haix.
no life.
ok then.
i shall get going.
my life is boring nowadays.
i want to get out of this house!
even just for a hour!
-roars-
bye everyone.
take care too.
though the haze is gone,
but it will come back anytime.
that's what i heard from news!
hahas.
and the food poisoning case!
be careful with everything!
BLEAH
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Saturday, October 07, 2006
the haze is afftecting me!
oh my god!
i am breathless now.
using lots of energy to breathe now.
oh my.
my sister ban me from going out!
cause she scare my asthma will attack anytime.
due to my health condition now.
oh shit.
and i lost my asthma med!
wahahaha.
how great am i.
but i got the old one.
too bad,
i just found out it expired!
oh.
my godness!
plus now,
i am lazy to get a new one.
plain lazy!
haix.
i am feeling weaker and weaker.
my body condition isn't good.
and i can smell the haze sia.
everything is going against me!
plus headache is killing me too.
is on and off!
haix.
why cant it just let me go?
-roars-
okok.
i shall get more rest now.
i know alot of people feel like killing me now.
due to lacking of rest.
hahas.
dun worry!
i will be fine.
i promise i wun die till i say goodbye to everyone!
i promise!
haha.
haha.
i am going to sleep now!
wahahaha.
rest seem so far away.
plus one more week.
school reopen =(
back to my normal life and everything!
take care everyone!
because of the haze!
oh.
it sucks.
affecting everyone health!
mine is the worse!
haix.
bye
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Friday, October 06, 2006
wahahahaha.
kellyn is beside me now!
BLEAH
:) --> this is what she request.
so i shall put there!
wahahahaha.
i am a good promoter!
so i shall help my dada to promote about one guy ( idiot).
if not she will scream at me.
haha.
i still want my ears!
- roars-
FWALALALAH! KELLYN HERE!
lili just left to dont know take what thing.hahahaha.
ohhh.she just came back! can you guys guess what she took??
an...ENVELOPE! LOL. :D
okay i know i am being lame.
i can just imagine the look of your faces now!!
looks like this right? ----> -_-'''
LOL.
I HATE LILI!!
she just told me that even though she has been lazing arnd the house for soooo any days, she hasnt put on any weight!! urgh!!
while for me, even though i go exercise still put on weight!!
irritating right? hahahaha.
OH YAH! i have a blog!!!
http://www.kayleenn.blogspot.com
LINK ME YA?? :) THANKS!!
LALALALALA.
shall stop here..lili will continue!!
TOODLES! :)
kellyn used the time to write about her.
and she claimed that she help me to contribute the lenght of this post!
THANKS AR!
hurr...
okok.
i am back from taking my ENVELOPE!
haha.
BLEAH
kellyn,
you win by writing in my blog!
you are first!
wahahahaha.
i know you are proud of it!
BLEAH.
i shall delete it later!
WAHAHAHAHAHA
KELLYN: i am so honoured.
KELLYN: you are so evil if you gonna delete my psot. you wasted my brain cell to write for you!
JIALI: BLEAH! i dun give a damn! wahahaha.
KELLYN: I DUN FRIEND YOU AR!
JIALI: i am not scared! BLEAH! and i bet u dun dare to dun friend with me! BLEAH!
haha.
so fun ar!
lol.
and i am meeting my dada later.
oh shit.
i haven help to promote that idiot who bully my dada.
haha.
my dada only can bully by me!
i wun allow other to bully her!
BLEAH!
so just get lost of her sight!
GET LOST!
dada,
where is my pay?
kellyn paid me with a chocolate!
where is yours?
plus commission and interest too!
thanks!
ok.
this idiot that i am going promote is ----- --- -- ----.
a guy from BPSS!
oh my.
so disgrace.
oppx =X
he keeping diao-ing people everywhere at anytime!
oh my.
sound so like --- ----.
haha.
another secret person!
i hate people who bully my dada!
BAD PEOPLE!
dun have my permission,
how can you bully my dada?
BLEAH!
just get lost!
HATE HIM!
disgrace to the whole of singapore guy (quoted from kellyn)
disgrace to BPSS too!
oh my.
okok.
i shall not bad mouth him any further.
he is a jerk.
GET LOST!
WAHAHAHAHA.
i sound so bad.
so bad of me!
i just met up with my DADA!
haha.
just pass her the second letter that i wrote!
BLEAH
is handwritten ok!
not type in com!
wahahaha.
this time round,
i bet she will be happy instead of sad now.
haha.
i am so good lor!
and that pei ying!
instead of replying my letter,
she went to write letter to my dada too!
made my letter so not special liao.
so sad lor.
bad peiying!
BLEAH
ok lah.
i am quite sian of blogging now.
waiting for yanyin to come my house!
wahahahaha.
i love everyone now!
except for hailing!
wahahahaha.
she knows the reason!
i still dun love you!
haha.
ok lah.
ending my post here.
i miss everyone now!
bye.
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Thursday, October 05, 2006
www.kayleenn.blogspot.com
please link kellyn in your blog!
haha.
her new blog!
SUPPORT HER!
lol.
i promised her that i will blog about her blog today!
i help her to promote her blog!
haha.
i am a good promoter!
lol
just back home not long ago.
went for my pool-ing session.
with yanyin and hailing!
won few times!(most of the games)
lost few times.
no improvement.
i must train up my skills!
but no one help me!
BLEAH!
played with a guy whom they said is from BPSS too.
played 9-ball with him.
won by a little.
haha.
as he got the white ball in.
lol.
and YEAH!
then first game i thrashed hailing by 6BALLS!
so happy
then she said i not good.
and what dun love her!
BLEAH.
i dun love you from the start.
cause you know i will always be there when no one loves you!
haha.
so sweet right?
lol.
i am so tired.
i dun know why.
and headache keep coming in and out
hurr.
i hate it.
oh ya.
we din went to play lantern in the end.
due to too few people
so we went out for dinner instead.
BLEAH
bloody full!
i shall go tml for lantern festival!
wahahahaha.
play some candle also happy liao!
haha.
who wants to join us?
HEHEHE!
i need more rest.
though i always sleep until damn late.
i dun know why i dun have enough rest sia.
kellyn coming my house tml!
YEAH!
cause she needs some help for her blog!
wahahaha.
got people to accompany liao!
YEAH!
then i wun be so lonely!
haha.
ok lah.
nothing much to blog about.
only that I WON BACK MY FACE FROM MY DADA ABPUT THE 6 BALLS!
wahahaha.
a great achievement for today!
i finally got back some face of mine!
BLEAH!
ok lah.
nothing to blog about liao
let's see what hailing got to blog about.
go check out in her blog!
wahahahaha.
bye.
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
yesterday din blog.
wasn't in the right mood to blog.
today as well.
not really in mood to blog about both days.
ok lah.
i shall not mention about yesterday.
talk about it then.
today went to chinatown with yanyin and kellyn.
haha.
walking around at first.
then we went to k-ster.
haha.
and we sang for 6 hours!
oh my god!
6 long hours!
until yanyin and me got sore throat.
BLEAH!
but thanks.
i enjoyed today as well!
haha.
and we took a lot of photos!
but in yanyin's camera!
too bad,
so i only can upload when she come over to my house.
hurr.
have more patience to wait then
but sh epromised my mummy that she will come this week.
buti dun thnk so leh.
due to her BUSY TIMETABLE!
lol.
so let me see when she will come over.
haha.
looking forward to!
wahahaha..
about tml.
perhaps going out to play lantern!
haha.
i haven settle down to get everything done.
sorry guys!=x
i am just having alot of fun today.
=)
now listening to the songs that hailing sent me yesterday,
quite calm ar.
ok then.
i shall listen to the songs to calm my BUSY BRAIN down.
hmm.
* calm down *
ok lah.
like i said,
i not really in mood to blog.
ok then
bye.
and i miss my dada!
=X
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Monday, October 02, 2006
i dun know what happen to you.
i wanted to know.
but i dun think i can get an answer.
so never mind about it.
i dun want to force you.
i know,
if u want to say,
u will tell me.
if i get the answer from forcing.
i know it is not the best way.
and the answer i get is meaningless.
pointless and
i dun think is the answer that i want.
=)
i learn to have more patience.
i shall wait.
now they are at chinese graden.
so i think everything had settled down by abit.
hurr.
as long as you are fine,
i am fine with anything.
=)
perhaps till now,
then i know how to stay by aside and leave you alone.
=)
was chatting with valerie online in the afternoon.
haha.
and maybe we should organise a gathering for our class.
4e3!
cause we din went for the last outing.
sorry guys!
first time i act so fast.
and now,
i almost got everyone contact number.
including those who have already lost contact with!
haha.
so happy of my performance!
lol...
but i am still lack of some numbers.
hope to get it by tml.
and i need to know everyone next holiday!
if u happen to read this,
please tag ur holiday in my tag board!
thanks!
and i think most prob in DEC!
since most of the polys are having holiday around that time.
haha.
plus i heard ms lee is leaving BPSS this year.
so might as well have a gathering with her as well.
i will be the organiser!
hope everyone will attend!
no matter what.
cause it might be the last time with ms lee.
as she is leaving BPSS!
more information will be pass down near nov i think
haha.
haha.
i am bored like valerie said!
cause i am still having holiday!
hurr.
i am bored at home too.
haha.
either surfing the net or sleeping!
plus i can skip all my meal.
i am starting to eat one meal per day.
better than i eat once in two days.
haha.
i am so pig nowadays.
but no lah.
cause i slept late too.
hehe =x.
i am having headache for quite a few days.
sometimes is painful,
but sometimes is not that painful.
sometimes it can lasts very long,
but sometimes is lasts for a short while only.
i am weird.
i dun know why this is happening!
my head hurts.
who is there to help me?
no one......
i can only face it alone.
i dun eat medication.
nor i see a doctor.
if u understand me well.
okok.
i shall end here.
not in the mood to continue
plus headache is back.
hurr.
bye.
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Sunday, October 01, 2006
i am back at home!
bleah!
woke up around 12noon today.
was having headache.
so i continued sleeping.
and woke up again at 12.30pm.
i know i will be late meeting yanyin at 1pm.
so i msg her and said i will meeting her and kellyn later.
she called me.
and i changed the timing to 1.30pm instead of 1pm.
i was still having headache when i left my house.
but never mind.
since i said i will meet her,
so i will.
met yanyin at 1.30pm.
went to orchard to walk.
meet kellyn and alene there too!
haha
jasmine will be meeting us late.
so off we go for shopping!
lol.
went to walk around at first.
orchard is too small!
bleah!
or should i say because not every shop look interesting to us?
haha.
then we went to eat.
but only kellyn and yanyin ate.
alene and me were staring at them only!
lol.
cause i dun feel like eating anyway.
i am back to those day whereby i eat every two days!
my stomach is becoming smaller!
bleah.
after eating,
we went to wheelock.
then to shaw.
alene left us at around 3 plus as she is meeting regina, robin and robin's gang!
lol.
and reboin's gang is!
none other than terence!
lol.
actually meeting jasmine there.
in the end,
we saw mum there!
with her friends.
haha.
i miss her badly! =(
is have been months since the last time i saw her!
bleah!
then we went to disturb her.
and she got irritated!
so she left her with her friends.
haha.
then we went to look for jiaen!
my SUNSHINE!
i miss her badly to!
and i get to see her!
lol...
but i am glad and so qiao to meet mum!
cause we were msging since last night.
haha.
and we met up without telling!
so qiao!
and i dun need to make a trip to bpss to visit her.
she is better than before i think.
and taller!
cause of her shoes i think!
haha.
and her eyes are better now!
so happy!
after lokking for my SUNSHINE,
we went back to takshimaya.
saw emily there!
chatted awhile.
then we went eating!
for the whole day,
jasmine, yanyin, kellyn and me,
the four of us only spent money on foods!
lol.
and i spent the least!
cause i ate very little!
my stomah is small
bleah!
then walked awhile.
and we went to coffee beans.
yanyin brought a cup of coffee.
and we sat there awhile.
haha.
and we took photos!
WOW!
photos will be update later.
lol.
cause is not from my camera!
bleah!
is yanyin's!
finally,
got new photos for me to develop it out!
wahahahaha.
ok lah.
then i left them to go back amk to meet pei ying.
haha.
sorry girl for making you to wait for me so long!
sorry sorry.
=(
and i accompany her for her dinner.
then we brought drinks and we chatted there.
accompany her to buy some books and other things.
chat alot too.
one week we din meet up!
lol.
not counting the friday meeting with her.
then i sent her home.
but to the brigde only.
then i went to k-pool to look for yanyin and jasmine again!
bleah!
the three of us won three games each!
i shouldn't let jasmine win the last game!
argh
but is the fact that she won me.
bleah.
good.
the skills that we had now is the same!
haha.
fun playing!
haha.
then we went home.
quite sian.
but never mind lah.
seeing mum today,
makes today special.
haha.
and i din regret not going out wit hthem
like i said,
they make my life complete!
haha.
i love them to bits!
wahahaha.
i got to go liao.
i am just too tired.
and i am having headache again.
argh
bye
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
happy children day to every kids in singapore!
5 years ever since i left my primary school.
even finished my secondary life too.
now in poly.
in about 3 years times,
i will be out in the society to work
wah,
that's fast.
* thinking too much *
now,
most prob everyone should be sleeping.
me too.
i only slept for around 3 hours last night.
i dun know why.
but at least i slept.
cause actually i dun intend to sleep last night
just want to hide from mummy nagging!
joyce knows about this!
hurr.
i msg mum just now.
she din reply.
bet she is sleeping if not she is too lazy to reply me!
bleah!
i shall have some patience to wait!
* waiting *
i am just too bored at home.
yanyin and pei ying working,
kellyn got dragonboat,
jasmine went out with her friends ( i think)
and i bet hailing is busy with her bf.
so sad,
no one to accompany me!
in 12 hours time,
i will be out with yanyin and kellyn!
maybe with jasmine too!
and evening time,
i will be meeting pei ying!
wah!
so i will be meeting all of them tml!
what a good timing and day!
i started writing letter to them from yesterday.
i am just too bored.
and i even wrote to yanyin!
whereby i see her in every two days!
bleah.
i am just too free to do so.
oppx.
i haven start writing for kellyn and jasmine yet!
shall write it later.
i just write letter to my darlings too.
since i am bloody free!
maybe i should.
hurr..
i bet i will be struck in the middle again tml.
is a kind of feeling.
is bad!
=(
oh.
N level is coming!
just next week.
so good luck for all those taking N level.
do your best!
do it well and get it over!
bleah!
JIA YOU worx!
sunday.
is a sunday today!
i bet my sisters will leave the house much earlier than me!
see first then!
i wonder tml where yanyin they all going.
is always bugis or orchard!
-roars-
i am sick of these two places!
haix.
but too bad,
singapore is small!
hurr.
i wanted to develop photos.
but almost all the photos in my folder is developed out.
my camera is spoilt.
so i dun have any new photo.
and my friends dun have a habit of bringing a camera out.
no new photo.
so sad.
i wanted to get it camera.
but!
i have to save money first.
and i wanted to get my phone too.
-roars-
everything is money money and MONEY!
shall i just study hard, get a bonding as well as the money?
haix.
but i know i am not born to study.
i dun have the brain to study hard.
from psle till o level.
haix.
useless.
okok.
i shall get back to write my letters!
bye.
night!
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
