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Saturday, September 30, 2006

happy birthday to charlie!

i bet he wun read my blog.
but i just want to blog it out to wish him.

all the best in whatever you do!
take care.
and see ya soon!
right after your A level!
i start to miss the times when we were working together.
haix.

i am finally back at home.
i din want to come home at first.
i dun know why.
the feeling is what i cannot explain.
so dun ask me.

went to meet up with kai feng, charlie and jun xiang ( charlie's friends) first.
then we proceed to sumo house.
yanyin joined us too.
enjoyed the dinner.
but we cant get contact with jasmine.
so we were thinking maybe she went steamboat with her track and field friends.
her handphone was off, and she is not at home.

after dinner,
we went to jubilee.
then we went pool-ing.
two tables.

i left at around 10.20pm.
i went off to meet pei ying and hailing.
and i dun know i am ther efor what.
they were eating dinner,
and they asked me go there to see them eat?

feel like a fool there.
and i dun see the point of me being there
see them eating?
screw.
i left k-pool just to watch you two eating?
I DUN GET THE BLOODY POINT!
SCREW UP!

fine.
and they finished their dinner.
peiying asked me to send hailing to the bus stop.
and this,
I STILL DUN GET THE BLOODY POINT!
i went to see you eating and sending you off to the bus stop.
i feel like a fool there!
i dun get it!

finally,
the damn bus came.
hailing wen to airport to fectch her bf.
so left pei ying and me.
so being kind,
i asked whether pei ying need me to send her home.
is 11 plus.
so i dun really that mind to send her home actually.
i sent her home.
on the way,
she knew i am angry about asking me to watch them eat and blah blah blah.
i din said is her fault.
but haix..
i dun know how to say.
forget it.

so after sending pei ying home,
i called jasmine again.
she called back
saying sorry about the dinenr and blah blah blah.
and we hang up.
so i called yanyin.
asking where are they now.
they still at k-pool.
so i went back k-pool.

they were about to leave.
they wer estanding outside the lift.
but yanyin is still playing with her primary school friends.
our birthday boy was worried about her.
cause is going to 12am.

so me,
being kind again ( i din want to go home),
i went back to k-pool and look for yanyin.
i sat there with her.
she asked me to go home first.
but i din want to go home!

i stayed with her until 12am.
i sent her till mrt station.
but at that time,
i still thinking whether i should go home anot.
i walked VERY slowly.
and i mean VERY SLOWLY.
if you know me well,
you should know how fast i walk.

called jasmine on the way again.
but her hp is off.
too bad.
intend to ask her out.
but i think she cant lah.

so msg daphne instead.
but her reply is so slow!

and finally,
i reached home.
with my sucky feeling.
i still come home!
i dun know.
the feeling is so sucky
screw.....................

jiaxuan came home later then me.
she asked me what happen.
i dun know how to explain.
so i just tel her:
' i din want to come home in the first place!'
she got a shock!
but still,
i am back.
-roars-

finally,
hailing's bf is back.
no more meeting with you.
i dun jump to conclusion.
i walked there.

thanks for the 3 weeks.
is like back to those days.
i enjoyed it.
the days without him.
i really enjoyed it.
cause your mind wun be full of him.

joking
though arguements and disagreement were there,
but i hope it wun affect us further.
as our gaps are already wide enough for the earth to fit in.
a big 'thank you' to you.
when our back is facing one another, the space is an earth.

my life will be back to normal from today.
meeting up with pei ying, yanyin, jasmine and kellyn.
plus my darlings and classmates.

meeting pei ying on sunday evening.
movie with friends on monday.
east coast trip on tuesday.
chinese gardan trip on wednesday * not confirm yet*
rotting at home on thursday most prob*
lantern festival at bishan park on friday/thursday *maybe*
ROTTING AGAIN on saturaday!

my whole week is full.
with my friends again.
finally,
is back to normal.
and i can start to help them plan for chalet.
since i am so free.
only on chalet itself.
i am sub-committee.
not the overall!

worthless.
everything is worthless!
nothing worth!

see my post.
a post without laughter.
weird?
yes, to me.
but what is laughter?
worthless too.
so how happy can i be in a day?

i began to miss mum.
though she always scold me,
but i miss her now.
i dun know why.
dead.
i haven been seeing her for months!
yes! is months!
oh my!
and the last msg to her is on teachers' day.
if i din remember wrongly!
oh no!
how useless am i!
oh oh.
i am worthless.
but bet she is busy with my work too,
no use going back to sec school and disturb her.
unless got sjab.
and we got yanyin mdm now!
so worthless!
-roars-
i am worthless.
sorry mum.
msg you tml!
is a saturaday!
enjoy.

ok then.
i bet i cant sleep tonight.
online-ing the whole night!
and i bet my mummy will scold like siao!

got to go.
bye

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Thursday, September 28, 2006

a day with my darling daphne!
lol

we din meet up for 1 whole month!
seriously i miss her badly!
haha.
and we finally get to meet up!
YEAH!
lol

we went to bugis!
the main aim is to help darl to get back her mp3
but we still din get it back.
cause the shop lah.
aiya.
so darl have to go back next week to collect it!
lol.

went to pray.
eat.

then we went shopping!
haha.
darl got herself a top and bottom!
i bet she is damn happy with it.
haha.

then we went into a bookshop!
wahahaha.
we spent XOME time there.
quite long actually.
haha.
because darl need to get a book and some PENS!

she is so choosy.
so we spent SOME time there to choose the design and price that she like!
lol.

and we went home!
haha.

i brought 2 pens and 1 notebook
haha.
that's all for today.

i haven had my breakfast, lunch as well as dinner!
BLEAH!
when i woke up,
darl called me.
so i din eat anything before going out and after going out.
BLEAH.

i am hungry now.
but not that hungry.
hurr.
i dun know what i want!
=x

confused mind now.
both brains are arguing with one another now.
and now,
i am having headache and gastric pain.
ARGH

i called hailing just now.
but i think she is sleeping.
actually intend to ask her to accomapny me to eat.
but she din answer my calls.
so i just came back with my empty stomach!

dad was at home.
first time i came home so damn early on thursday.
-roars-
but he is out again.
so left me alone.
i dun know where he is going.
but luckily,
cause i dun have keys.
haha.
so lucky he is at home so that i can come in.

but now,
i cant go out.
cause no keys.
and i cant go out to buy food for myself!
argh

ok then
i shall keep myself empty.
haha.
going off first.
bye.

and thanks darl!
enjoyed my day with u!
=)

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

i changed the blogskin.
FINALLY!
nice?
a simple blogskin that i like.
haha

it has been month when i said i want to change my blogskin.
i know i am lazy.
=X

i was chatting on phone with darl daph last night while editing my blgoskin.
then she asked:
why is it a white background?
haha.
my answer is very simple.
is because i cant find a black background that i like.
she was like DIAO!
then said i can use her blogskin!
haha.
i DIAO back.
saying her blogskin is TOO simple!
haha.
my CUTE DARLING!
=)

so proud of myself.
finally finish changing the blogskin.
by my own!
wahahahaha.
i spent nearly 2 hours only.

i slept at 3am yesterday.
but i finished editing the blogskin at 1am.
haha.
i am bored and dun feel like sleeping.

was chatting with darl joycie.
haha.
she is bored too.
and she went to edit these photos we took
how bored is she arh.
=x
haha

jasmine too!
she cant sleep cause her air-con spoilt~
lol.
she enjoys slacking at my house.
and i dun know why.
haha.

i woke up at 6.20am.
my hp got msg from hailing.
so i replied her.
i took me 20 minutes to reply.
how time- consuming arh!

but i cant sleep back.
was thinking about her msg.
so i slept for 3hours plus only.
but worth it.
i dun mind =)

i was lying on my bed for another 4 hours.
time flies....
10am.
and finally,
i feel abit sleepy.
so i went to sleep again.
until 12noon.
my mummy woke me up.
saying i sleeping until so late.
-roars-
she dun even know i din sleep!
so i woke up.
and i started eating!
mummy brought lunch for me.
bleah.
so she woke me up to eat lunch!
-ARGH-

so i got around 5 hours plus of sleeping time.
worth.
everything worth.

hailing is chatting with me online.
so i think she should be ok now.
i dun know.
* until now then i know how well i know about you. sorry. *

okok.
i am sleepy again.
but i bet if i sleep now,
my mummy will start nagging again!
-roars-
i hate it.
everytime likethis.

anyway,
is wednesday now.
two more days.
yanyin and kellyn will be finishing their attachment.
and i am looking forward about firday.
charlie's birthday!
wahahahaha.
another outing for us.
we will be crapping again!
wahahahaha.
i miss them all.
the times and days we working together!
wahahahaha.
hope the chance will come again.
=)

okok.
i have to go now.
sleep without mummy notice!
lol.

'night' everyone!
lol.

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

i am back in singapore!
lol.

from friday to monday.
haha.
i reached singapore yesterday night!
wahahaha.
and of course,
i enjoyed my holiday though is only 4 days.
haha.

went melaka too.
my cousin drove us there with such a big car!
haha.
a family car.

having someone in the family who knows how to drive is better!
haha.
cause my uncle is alway busy!
lol.

we went shopping almost everyday during the 4 days trip.
haha.
my sister and mum!
plus the whole family knows how to drive!
lol.

wanted to buy a bag.
but nothing caught my eye.
haha.
so i din spend much.
except for the rubbish i brought.
lol.

and i ate alot of rubbish!
my uncle's fault!
BLEAH!
forced me to eat so much
and i am grow fatter now!
BLEAH!

but ok lah.
it been 6 months i went to my aunt house!
haha.
half a year leh!
i just knew it when i checked my passport!
so cant blame my uncle for forcing me to eat too!
lol.

finally i get to see my grandmother!
wahahahaha.
she is doing fine.
but she cant bath herself.
cause her hand is swollen.
aiya.
hope everything goes well for her!
* prays *

the first person i contact with when i reach singapore is YANYIN!
but i was right.
she is still sleeping!
for my godness sake!
is already 8 when i msg her.
aiyo.
a pig indeed.
lol.

then pei ying.
miss me right?
haha.
i miss everyone!
wahahaha.
lol.

once i reached home,
then i came online.
haha.
so fast am i sia!
hmm.

saw hailing's nick.
can feel something is wrong.
but i dun know what happen.
so i talk to her.
she said she not in the mood.
due to her result.
asked me to leave her alone.

but is impossible to let me leave you alone.
but since you told me to leave you alone for you to face your result,
so i have to leave you alone.
cause i cant be there to bother you.

since she told me to leave her alone,
so i have to.
and i blocked her in my MSN.
sorry.

friends are people who share happiness.
true friends are people who share everything including sadness.
me to you.
we are strangers.
no longer friends.
we are no longer there
that we used to be.
everything changes.

one more week.
everything will be back to normal.
perhaps is time for me to change back my life?
used to the time like it never happen before?
good practising time.
let me use this time to change back my life.

just after this whole week,
haling's bf will be back.
then i wun be seeing her anymore. =(
yanyin and kellyn will be finishing their attachment.
then we can go out for shopping! =)
so the 3 of us will be sticking together again!
wahahaha.
jasmine and shengwei,
i dun know about them yet. =S
peiying will studying with O's.
so the most i will be out with her for dinner only. =s

plus one more.
my darl daphne!
she is better now.
hope she get well soon too.
so that we can meet up earlier!
wahahaha.
i seriously miss her like crazy!
=X

trying to change back my old lifestyle.
after this 3 weeks.
haha.
it seem easy.
cause everything is back to normal now.
haha.

i am trying VERY hard to avoid you now.
so that i can leave you alone.
as long as you are happy with it,
everything is fine for me.
=)

okok.
i going off.
bye

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Friday, September 22, 2006

in 2 hours,
i wun be singapore le.
and i will be off for my holiday!
haha.

ying,
i definitely will enjoy this trip to malaysia.
haha.
thanks!
and i will inform you when i was about to leave singapore~
YEAH!
see how good am i.
lol.
and i bet you should be working now.
happy working.
see you when i reach singapore!

went out with ying yesterday night to accompany her to eat dinner.
haha.
so we chatted again.
sometimes,
i do wonder how come we got so many things to chat.
lol.

so went home.
online.
she still dun dare to talk to me.
due to the stuffs on wednesday.

over is over.
i am not angry or not.
is just a kind of feeling that i dun know how to describe.
sorry.

so i took the first step by talking to her
and tell her if she not gonna to talk to me,
then i will be off tml.
in the end,
she still talk to me.

she said she wanted to meet me before i went malaysia.
but we ended our conversation in some arguements.
is my fault.
so is better not to meet.
though...

different people have different views.
dun try to understand me cause you never will.
i am hard for you to understand.

it left with one week after i come back.
just one more week,
i might not see you that often.
everything will back to normal.
like seeing you once in two weeks...
only online chat...
etc.

no more effort need to be made.
everything will be like as if it never happen before.
back to the time with him.
not the time without him.

then i will be mixing my life with yanyin, pei ying plus my BUDDIES!
i haven go out with my buddies for weeks!
-roars-
i shall go out with them one day after i come back from malaysia.
=)

oh ya.
i received a msg from darling saying she now at A&E
my darling was admitted to hospital!
i tried calling her but she din answer.
is 3+ am when i received the msg.
but until now,
still no answer from her.
-roars-
what happen to her?
ah darl,
get well soon ok.
i promise i will visit you when i am back.
oh my darling.

ok lah.
i need to pack bag for my trip.
MALAYSIA,
here i comes!
lol.

* when i come back,
everything will be normal.
including my darling, my life etc.*

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Thursday, September 21, 2006

some survey from pei ying's blog.
i shall spend my time here.
ARGH
my sis spoilt my day!
ask me to do so many things just because i am free!
-roars-
so now i am at home!
ARGH

1.full name: lee chia li

2.name backwards: il aihc eel

3. meaning of name: i dun know. ask my grandpa then :)

4. nickname: lili. nothing much i guess. dada is not a nick ba? ;)

5. D.O.B: 13th april 1989

6. place of birth: Mount E.

7. nationality: singaporeans. half malaysian

8. current location: my home! rotting :x

9. star sign: aries

10. religion: free tinker

11. height: 162cm

12. weight: make a guess then :0

13. shoe size: 6 or 7

14. hair colour: black

15. eye colour: black

16. who do i look like.?: myself plus my dad

17. innie or outtie.?: half half

18. lefty or righty.?: left when wrting and eating. right hand: other things. so i am half half. i can use both hands! :)

19. gay, straight, bi or others: straight

20. best friends: (since ying put my name first, i shall put her name first too)
peiying, yanyin, hailing, jasmine, kellyn, sheng wei. * i shall not name too many of them just to show how special they are*

21. best friends you trust most: above listed friends

22. favourite pals: slow briagade members as well as fast briagde.

23. best friend of oppsite sex: shengwei, javian ( i guess)

24. best buddies: ALL OF THEM.

25. boyfriend or girlfriend: none.

26. crush: none.

27. parents: REAL mum and dad, mama(yanyin), mummy( ms tan), daddy( zanwen)

28. worst enemy: none.

29: favourite online guy: no special prefernce

30. favourite online girl: no special prefernce

31. craziest friend: peiying. cos she surname is FONG! lol :X

32. advice friend: plenty

33. loudest friend: many many

34. person you cry with: close friends

35. any sisters.?: two

36. any brothers.?: nope

37. any pets.?: fish!

38. any disease.?: asthma?

39. pager.?: oh my god. but i knew NYP lecturer still using them! hurr.

40. personal phone line: yes.

41. phone: panasonic

42. lava lamp: nope

43. pool or hot-tub.?: pool

44. a car.?: nope. i am too young to get one. lol

45. your personality.?: most common and agreeable: stubborn.

46. driving.?: perhaps

47. room.?: my sleeping area lor.

48. what's missing.? the attitdue.

49. school: nyp

50. believe in yourself.?: yes

51. believe in love in first sight.?: duno

52. good listener.?: proud to say YES!

53. get along well with parents.? then?

54. save e-mail convos.?: yes

55. pray.? sometimes.

56. believe in reincarnation.?: yes

57. make fun of people.?: always. i am bad i know. but i love doing so :)

58. like to talk on the phone.?: yes. but dun call me in the middle of the night like 1am! :s

59. motion sickness.?: no

60. eat stem of brocoli.?: yes

61. eat chicken with forks.? why not?

62. dream in colour.?: yuppy

63. type with your fingers on home role.?: ya!

64. sleep with stuffed animals.?: only one animal beside me. haha

65. on the walls of your room.?: fan? i dun think of some stuff liao

66. dream car.?: no.

67. dream date.?: astro boy. lol

68. dream honeymoon spot.?: no idea yet

69. dream husband or wife.? no

70. bedtime.?: depends

71. under your bed.?: rubbish i throw. lol

72. Bad time of the day: been waken up by my hp. ARGH

73. Your worst fear: exam

74. The weather: sunny

75. Time: 3.21pm

76. Date: 21th sept '06

77. Best trick did on someone: like?

78. Scariest thing while you are with your friends: when it happen to pop out 'one more FRIEND' beside YOU! lol

79. Worst feeling: when my grandmum left me

80. Best feeling in the world: when i know that everyone i need is around me.

6 people to do this quiz:

1) HAILING *i bet she hate to do so*
2) daphne
3) joyce
4) huiling
5) brenda
6) SUNSHINE! JIAEN! hahahahahahaha

This is end of me, stranger

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

i am bored at home.

i finally done with my psycho sub-paper!
haha.
is not that hard.
but i dun know whether i can pass or not.
hmm.

i dun worth anything.
or i dun have the say in everything.
or i am suppose to be like that?

hmm.
finally i am back home.
spending 2 hours travelling in singapore.
haha.
wrong wrong.
only from 2 places.
it's ok.

i am fine with it.
sorry for the trouble you done.
* dun say sorry when it is not your fault*
i know how bad it feels.
but like i said,
i dun worth for anything.
including your 'sorry'.

i shall spend my day at east coast tml.
haha.
thinking of it,
everything is worth.

sometimes,
i have to admit that i do silly stuffs.
but not all the time!
i can be serious at times.
but i bet no one cares.
everyone only know i am joking with them.
but i must say:
I AM NOT BORN TO BE A JOKER!

i dun know why when i am serious,
you guys treat that i am joking.
when i am joking,
you guys treat it so serious.
hell man.

i dun know what the world becoming to
sad.
ok lah.
friday i will leave the place.
until monday i think.
but i hope is tuesday.
i dun wish to stay in singapore for now.
is getting boring and boring-er.
and all of them were busy.
and nothing worth me staying for currently
argh.
bored to hell man.
i shall spend some time travelling around singapore.
but would it be fun?
i dun think so.
-roars-

i just want to lead my life now.
but is hard.
hell.

ok.
i shall go and bath now.
after travelling around.

i dun worth anything.

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

back to blogging.
haha.

finally,
attachment come to the end!
and i am planning for my holiday now.
thanks SGH as well as TPY polyclinic staffs for teaching me.
thanks a million.
haha.
plus those free counselling on asthma yesterday during my last day of attachment.
haha.
=/
i will take care of myself.
haha.

but right now,
i seriously need to get down to study.
tml taking my sub- paper for psycho.
hope i will pass this time round if not i will have to repeat the whole moledule too.
=/

yesterday went out with sarah, huiling and freda!
haha.
actually there is 2 more.
rhowena and diana.
but they two due to work then cant join us.
that's bad.
haha
but the four of us still enjoy our day.
=)

haha.
met them at sushi resturant.
then we went walking around.
went heeren take neo-print.
but they should be glad that i actually take with them.
i seldom take photos.
only when i am crazy i think.
haha.
then went walking again.
went to wheelock again.
then called jiaen to ask her where she is working at.
she is working in isetan.
haha.
so we went to find her.
haha.
so long din see her le!
SO DAMN LONG OK!
my SUNSHINE!
=)
and seriously i miss her so much.
haha.

miss the times when we were in primary school.
haha.
those carefree days.
but now is gone.
we are young adult now.
times flies.
haha.

i haven been eating anything since yesterday!
argh.
except a piece of bread.
hmm.
how wonderful am i.

meeting ying for lunch later.
then i must get down to study le.
help please!
mummy( ms tan) words :
" success only comes with perseverence"
haha.
meaningful pharse?
haha.

oh ya.
after meeting freda they all,
i went to meet ying, brenda and regina.
haha.
they were waiting damn long for me lah.
haha.
sorry guys!
but i am not as worse as SOMEONE!
agree?

then we talked about that SOMEONE for very long!
haha.

TO SOMEONE:
i think is time to let her wake up.
like what regina's said!
SOMEONE is so hopeless lor.
is not once or twice.
but is EVERYTIME!
EVERYTIME IS WE WAITED FOR SOMEONE LOR.
she think she VERY BIG SHOT ISIT?
only serious stuff then she on time.
fuck lah.
then friends to YOU is not important lah.
then why come to us when you need someone to accompany or what?
go find THOSE WHO ARE IMPORTANT TO YOU LAH!
when did YOU actually wait for us?
go to hell man!
friends are not there to wait for YOU.
please GET THIS TO YOUR CHILDISH MIND!
argh.

i seriously wonder how are YOU going to live in this soceity when YOU finish poly.
haha.
bet those IMPORTANT STUFFS to YOU,
is NOT LONGER IMPORTANT.
perhaps that time then YOU will know WHAT IS IMPORTANT TO YOU.
it is too late.
cause those not important stuffs( friends) already left YOU.
do YOU actually know how important friends are?
I BET YOU WILL NEVER KNOW.
in this whole life.
aND NOW,
WE ARE GONNA LEAVE YOU ONE BY ONE!
WAHAHAHA.

i think i been missing alot of people nowadays.
haha.
- my two darlings( daph and joyce) :
3 weeks din see le.
and darling daph was just to lazy to get her butt to amk.
argh!
- my sunshine:

but ok lah. i just saw her yesterday.
- my mummy:
been months.
but ok lah. she busy with the prelims stuffs too.
i go only will disturb her.
haha.
- kellyn, yanyin:
because they having attachment now.
haha.
bloody 2 weeks!
- my grandmother:
haven been seeing her for damn freaking long!
months too!
argh
and i am going malaysia this coming friday.
still long lah.
haha.
my sister fault!
- my astro boy:
too long din buy anything about astro boy stuffs le.
but no choice.
i am lacking of money!
- my dada:
dun say i dun miss you.
sometime i miss you too.
=/
cause i din get the chance to see you at times or even weeks.
you should know ar.
dun guilty le!
cause i dun worth you feeling guilty toward me.

and my darling daphne is sick!

she at doctor now.
hope she get well soon!
perhaps she rot athome too long le.
then become like that?
haha.
take care!
i miss you badly.
>.<

SUNSHINE U BETTER TAG MY BLOG BEFORE I TAG YOURS!
WAHAHAHAHA.
>.<

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Sunday, September 17, 2006

I WAS BEING THRASHED BY MY OWN DADA IN POOL JUST NOW.
AND I SWEAR I AM NOT GOING TO PLAY POOL AGAIN!
unless something happen.
ARGH.

but i won her back after she played 5 rounds with yanyin, kellyn and me.
which means she only win me twice!
dada told me is twice. =/
how bad my skill gone to!
but anyway,
i am the hero of the day.
being the first to win her back!
WAHAHAHAHA

and i just love to bully her.
wahahahaha.
i have to admit this.
sorry dada! =/
but thanks for the 'giving in' attitdue from the past until now,
which lasts our friendship till now too.
but hope this attitdue wun lasts forever,
cause i know how bad you feel.
haha.
is quite true when you actually say only i bully you, not you bully me.
i am very bad. i know =/
haha

dada said she gonna blog out about the pool-ing just now.
so i blog it too.
haha.
her nick:
+GrEeN cLoVeR+* ________haha...happy happy happy...victory....first time and once in awhile only_________

what a nice nick that she changed. right?

ok lah.
but is true that she thrashed me.
so i was acting angry just now.
and i think she feels that i am in REAL angry mood.
haha.
that a cute dada sia.
lol.

plus something.
i really got a common face + character.
ARGH
i looks like everyone!
BLEAH
i had enough.
stop telling me who and who look like me and BLEAH BLEAH BLEAH
ARGH

ok lah.
i shall end my blogging of the day.
haix.
so sad that i actually lost to my dada!
but i won her back few times too.
so i think is fair?
haha.
ok lah.

saw dada's blog.
think she enjoy the day.
so can lah.
she happy can liao.
everything is alright
haha.
=)

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Friday, September 15, 2006

i am back again.
actually wanted to update few days ago,
but dolly lah.
keep on chatting with me.
then i dun feel like updating my blog liao.

about my polyclinic attachment,
i still left one more day!
ARGH!
MONDAY!
oh my god.
and i am alone sia.
so sad.
but never mind lah.
is my last day!
haha.

about my result,
everything is either C, D or D+
but i flucked my psycho.
haha.
gonna take the sub-paper on the coming wed.

so which mean i can only go back to malaysia after wed.
hurr.
i hate it sia.
and if i fail my sub-paper,
i will have to retake the whole moledule again.
it suck.
hurr!

yesterday was kellyn's birthday.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO KELLYN!
went over to her house last night.
and i reached home at 2am.
hurr.
few hours of sleep only.
what the.

and i noticed something.
the day after each person birthday,
i will be damn bloody tired.
and that included mine too.
lol.

ah ta was complaining about yanyin, kellyn and jasmine.
cause i am very tired.
and yanyin still chatting online with sandy and some idiots,
so drag the time to go home.
was msging with mummy and ah ta when i was doing nothing.
haha.
ah ta know i am tired,
but i cant go home myelf lah.
is 1am in the morning everyone!
so dada said this:
" my dada is more important "
which shocked everyone of us.
haha.
what a great ah tai have ar!
lol.

oh ya.
before i forget.
AH TA!
dun worry about the promises ok?
promise is meant to be broken.
haha.
that's why i always say that.
make sense?
haha.
ok lah.
just do your best.
everything will be fine.
cheers=)
PLUS +++
please eat more ok?
u are damn skinny lah!
oh my.
please ar!
FROM NOW ON,
IF YOU TRY TO SKIP ANY MEAL OF THE DAY,
YOU GONNA GET IT FROM ME AR!
argh.

i went back to SGH just now again.
haha.
i was kena PS by someone lor.
so i went back alone.

went to find alene too.
then saw jiayi and evangline too.
haha.
so fun lor.
then i went back to my ward.
saw three year2 students
and alot of year1 students!

haha.
i heard alot of complain about the new batch of year1 either of the Year2s or the staffs in sgh.
how worse the new batch of year1 are!
haix.
saw mummy faizah!
i really pity her lor.
TRUTHFULLY!
cause she is pregnant and she is doing all the job alone while the students were talking away!
what sia!
the year1 suck lor.
and one more funny thing:
3 NURSES TAKING 1 PATIENT VITAL SIGNS!
how funny it is lor.
screw!
the year2s were so angry that they din even bother to scold them.
haix.
how can i dun pity them!
mummy faizah said she was doing all the things even when the students is there!
what is the students for?
creating trouble?
hurr.
and they were funny.
all went for dinner at the same time leaving only 1 year1 student there!
hurr!
no wonder all the staff nurses were damn freaking busy lah!
screw lor!
i wonder what the year 1 are doing.
plus staffs told me they dun even know how to take vital sign!
haix.
SUPER GOOD!
trouble maker!
hahaha.
enough of them.
we rox more right?
to all the year2 students!
hurr.
haha

ok lah.
monday : attachment
tuesday: study for psycho
wednesday: psycho test.
thursday: most prob going malaysia.
i hope so!
=)

haha
i am so tired now!
hurr!
due to the few hours of sleep!
hmm.

ok lah.
got to go first.
bye!

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Friday, September 08, 2006

finally,
everything come to an end.

end of my attachment in SGH.
* thanks to every staffs in ward 76 of SGH.
i really learnt alot of things from you.
and i enjoyed my 2 weeks in SGH.
thanks for making it a enjoyful and the most unforgetable attachment for me!
thanks for all the support and guidance from you guys.
thanks a million.
is just like things that we are not going to learn in school.
thanks for everything!
we really learnt alot! *

NURSES IN NURSES' STATION B2:
~ SSN xiaoli( MUMMY 1)
~ SSN cheong yong
~ SN caiming[ the cutest =) ]
~ SN fengling
~ SN Ajir
~ SN xenus
- EN faziah( MUMMY 2),
- EN xueling
= trainee li juan
+ shoma (ITE)
+ chui peng (ITE)
* PCA ( but i forget her name. sorry)


last but not least:
the biggest MUMMY OF ALL GOES TO.................
SCI CHEN XIAO RONG.
hehe.

went to buy card for SCI and for nurses' station B2!
thanks them for everything.
and i spent qutie a long time making and card for SCI.
hours ok!
and i am lack of sleep.
and i almost overslept today!
haha.
but i didn't.
in fact
i am the earliest!
lol.

finally got SN CAIMING back to our station B2.
wahahaha.
a cute SN indeed!
small small in size but good to us!
wahahaha.
my favourite SN!

ok lah.
everything went fine today.
but heard got scolding.
but i wasn't there.
so i didn't hear anything!

and got a FUSSY auntie lor.
dumb sia.
so fussy.
want A class service go stay there lah.
i throught ur daughter is so rich lor.
go and stay there lah!
what the hell!
argh!

hmm.
i cried when i sent one of the auntie to the lab.
so sad lor.
cos i am very close to her.
actually she discharging today,
but dun know due to what thing,
then she can only leave on sunday.
so i think i am going back on sunday to visit her.
wahahaha.
how kind am i right!
lol.
but she really very close to me.
love her.
and she is 84 years old.
haha.
her son was good.
but not daughter.
hurr.
maybe because she got a proud face.
no one like her.
haha.

attachment end at 3pm.
but we waited for dolly.
then went for lunch and dinner.
so we left SGH at 6pm.
we were chatting alot of things about things happening in SGH.
fun!

wahahaha.
today,
sad to say,
everything came to an end.
sad.

i am starting to miss everyone!
so sad.
* CRYING~ LOL*
wun lah.
like what SCI said,
it makes sense!
thanks MUMMY SCI!
wahahaha.

ok lah.
coming up is polyclinic.
which i look forward to too.
but just see only.
haha.

and the week after,
i will be going to malaysia i think.
haha.
visit grandmother.
hmm.

lastly,
this attachment makes me learnt alot.
and grow up.
the concept of nurses is different.
not like the past.
haha.
fun.

thanks everyone for everything!
loved!

and one more thing
prelims are coming.
all the best!
jia you.
study hard!

* dun take thing granted from me *
remember~

ok lah.
got to go le.
bye everyone.

* is never too late to cherish something *

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

JIALI the STRANGER
18
a member of ST JOHN AMBULANCE BRIGADE. [SGT]
1E, 2D, 3H, 4H, 5E, 6HOPE. townsville primary school
1E4, 2E4, 3E3, 4E3. Bishan park secondary
nyp; nursing NR0623
born on 13th april 1989
mum's and mummy's crazy daughter!
stubborn; crazy!

LOVES
= i love my family members!
= i love my astro boy!
= i love my blue chocolate from mum! *baci*
= i love black!
= i love all my friends!
= i love number 13.
= i love sunset.
= i love my X400.

TRUSTS
^ my family members!
^ my 6th sense. ^ my friends
^ my mum!

HATES
- i hate cheat.
- i hate liar.
- i hate smoker.

WISHLIST
* have freedom!
* passed my FTT
* finish all my ICA
* illness is away from me

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