My story
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
// stranger feelis weird. err. //
perhaps is fated that i cant have REAL close friend.
i dun understand and dun know why.
btu is fated.
it was proved by 2 persons.
beiying and hailing.
haha.
so dun get to close with me.
we will end up with arugements and disappointment.
haha.
but another thing.
how did i maintain the friendship with yanyin?
i wonder sometime.
but no answer.
haha.
perhaps is all fated.
just like what the older people said,
what you have, own, used in this life is given by the god?
so is fated?
haha.
perhaps now,
i will do nothing but
i will just nod my head and agree to it.
haha.
that's all to say for these few days.
my life is filled with disappointment and sadness.
cherish whatever you have now.
just like jasmine asked me a question:
"what will you do if you know you only have 6 months to live?"
first:
i will not let my friends know.
but let my family members know.
i will to leave this world quietly.
i got my reasons to that.
haha.
second:
i will spend 3 months travelling around the world.
haha.
provided i have the money to do so.
third:
spend 1 month writing letters to my loves one.
friends, family members etc.
about my illness, the words i want to say to them etc.
haha
fourth:
give the remaining money to my parents and sisters!
not forgeting my grandmother.
haha.
fifth:
i hope to see everyone smiling not crying.
or perhaps leaving this world quietly without anyone knows is better?
haha.
perhaps.
end of my answer.
haha.
but what is the day comes teeling you that you only got less than 6 months to live?
hmm.
i will keep my promises till i die.
yes i do and i will.
o f f . .
// stranger thinking too much? ha ha ha.//
This is end of me, stranger
