My story
Friday, June 03, 2005
sian ar!
all stupid ppl around me!
all damn stupid!
and smelly somemore!
stupid jia xuan
get away from me!
sian ar!
rush through my fnn coursework today!
haix
too rush liao
den i haven finish sia!
the last sentence!
haix
dun care lah!
haix
yesterday my mum in bad mood
2day i oso in bad mood coz of my mum!
stupid sia!
yesterday coz the shirt!
but is really is our fault lah!
sorrY!
den just now toking to her on phone will die like tat!
i hate my mum!
and i bet this is the 1st time i said it!
she always argue with me de!
forget it!
fuck up
everythg around me is so fuck up!
i hate everythg now!
my mummy is bias!
i dun like her too!
she always bias to my sis de!
every 5 mins she will nag at me to go bath
but my sis
she din even say anythg lor!
everytime oso like that!
i hate it!
but i love my big sister!
i dono wat i do which makes u feel tat i am siding her
but the truth is no
believe it or not
and as if i noe everythg in the 1st place?
even if u two are nt in gd relationship
why must drag me in?
why?
as i am both of ur friend?
i dun even noe whether we are friends for the pass 3 years?
coz u dun even understand me well!
and the only think u noe is i am stubborn rite?
u dun even noe me
and as a friend
u dun even noe my character!
until the day i died
i will still remember everythg!
and i bet!
lastly i break this friendship is not becoz of her
is the attitude toward me!
is none of her fault!
u noe how well u treat me b4
and noe lydia say u cherish me!
i dun tink so
coz of the words coming out from ur mouth!
nth to say..
coz u tink my actions tells it all!
everythg sux now
and even in sjab
and the worse is camp!
all cock up sia!
heck care!
why must there be so many changes?
why?
-all the sec3 changes
-yanyin changes
-alene changes
-she changes
why?
and of coz
-i tink i oso change!
fuck up!
i hate myself now!
i sux!
fuck up!
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
