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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

second day of sch
still sianz!
haha
slping though chinese and chem[abit only]
haha
i tink almost half the class slp during chinese!
haha

den caught basil slping in a cute style!
haha
papaya is sick!
wanna us to sit according to our reg. no.
during poa lesson sia
haix
crazy
and kellyn is like blocking the whole roll
bcoz she is the tallest and sittng rite in front of us!
behind kellyn is me
den i block yong hua
yong hua block valerie!
haha
blocking game!
lol

walking ard the whole sch like crazy ppl like that!
haix
but luckily the bag is nt heavy ba
haha
only math tb in my bag!
haha
forgot to bring fnn tb!
den need to do notes sia!
haha

ss test tml!
and i bet most of my classmate din even bother to study ba
haha
got the answer sheet from my mum
and i bet she tink i already lost it liao!
haha
but she is wrong
i still had it in my bag
yea!
haha
coz i always lost her notes
den she have to give me another copy!
haha
sorry mum

but she cheated me during the camp!
she said will teach me history
den give me test!
but in the end
i bring my notes for nth sia!
she din even teach me!
learn for nth sia!
stupid!
but i noe is gd for me lah!
yea!

i slpt for more than 1hr
and my mummy is wondering why am i so tired?
haha
lol

i gt a rehearal aga on thur
haix
and we gt chem pract
i dun wan to go
coz if we go
we confirm late de lor!
haix
perhaps nt goin le
only a flag bearer!
so?
and i noe how to pull the flag
as a prefect
haha
miss the times when i am still a junior prefect
times pass
but i dun like the board now
yea~~
sec 1 coming in soon
haix
sianz ar!
and eoin is so bz!
ke lian leh him

sunshine still din online!
haix
i miss you,sunshine!
haha
saw lion today leh
but din see ya
nt fate still!
haha
take care sunshine!

gtg le
byez
study for my ss test tml!
sianz!

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

sch reopen!
i hate the homeroom system leh!
so ma fan!
haix
den mum class is like so dusty!
haix
makes my eyes so itchy!
haix!

and the teacher sitting location is frm one end to another lor!
den we have to carry our bags along!
haix
nt gd!
and like the P. said
we gt more teacher than classroom!
so why still carry out this system?
haix
bag so heavy!
haix!

tml gt rehearal!
so sian
need to meet up for sjab day planning!
haix
i am so tired today!
but i duno why leh!
haha
sian!

you are interfering too much
though is gd
but i still tink that u shd get some control of urself!
dun force!
and if want to carry out any duty
pls let us noe b4 them leh!
if nt it will be like so messy lor
tink loh!

sian aR
canteen duty is cancelled today
ha ha ha
dun ask me why
is nt my message to them!
ha ha ha
ask the others lor
perhaps they whd noe
ha ha ha
sick!
dun say sorry
u shd noe wart u r doin
dun tell me wun happens aga
i bet it will!
lol

i am so tired!
go off 1st le
din see my sunshine online leh!
imissyou,sunshine!
msg me worz!
nitez.

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Monday, June 27, 2005

haha
sch reopen tml!
who cares?
lol

great!
i cut my hair aga!
haha
ok lah
nt as short as i tot !
haha

got to prepare for tml le
haix
sad!
1month had gone so soon
i din have much fun during holiday!
got star programme
sjab camp
den i sick!
anywhere oso cant go!
haix
i hate it!
haix

tml gt prefect meeting in the morning!
haix
i hate it too!
iand i bet alot of ppl will be late!
haha
main gate need alot of ppl!
haha
be careful worz

lazy pig!
sunshine
take care too!
imissyou~
see ya around ba,sunshine!
study hard worz!

ok lah
gtg le
storing energy for tml le!
tink i will fall aslp ba!
lucky dun have mum's period!
if nt really die sia!
haha
lazy!
byez

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Sunday, June 26, 2005

so sian
nth to do sia!
my sunshine is having dm now
haix
no one to chat with sia!
so sian

2 more days to sch reopen liao!
sian ar!
and i haven start study my ss yet~
haha
great sia!
anyway i dun feel like study it at all!
haha

poly is gd enough!
dun wan go jc!
stress sia!
haha

monday gt parliament visit sia
so sian oso!
haix
go there see see
haha
so funny!
and i bet eoin is sick and tired of goin there le!
haha
lol!

tissue tissue tissue
tissue rox!
haha
flu is back!
haix!
on me again!
i dun like!
so tissue rox!

sunshine,
i am strong!
my fever had gone totally!
without any medicine leh!
haha
i am strong rite?
hehe
but lucky my cough din lead to asthma this time!
haha
i am stronger than b4!
haha
lol!

gt a new tie pin and badge!
haha
if she is coming back
den i can wear my name tag le!
ha ha ha
lol!
as it is still a promise toward me!
haha
lol lol lol lol lol lol !

sopp is back
i miss you!
why din u come back earlier?
den u can attend meeting
den i can see you le!
haha
take care worz!
see ya when sch reopen!

thank god
i am fine now!
only gt flu and cough left
and i tink it will heal by itself de!
haha
i am strong!
xuann is fit fit!
haha

ok lah
gtg le
so sian
alone at hm!
miss my sunshine!

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Saturday, June 25, 2005

i miss sunshine!

stupid aunties!

haix
wake me up damn freaking early sia!
haix

kept on calling my hus sia!
so sian
and i was still slping!
mummy went to market!
haix
actually i dun wan ans de
den tot that perhaps is very impt leh
den wake up go ans te call
but i moment i touch the phone,
it stopped ringing liao!
stupid rite?
haix!
so i hate phone place in my room!
haix
must ans sia!
sick!

wake up aft i din manage to ans that call!
haix
no one at hm sia!
sian!
searching for food!
i am hungry!
lol

finally mummy is back!
yah!
and brought me food!
haha
so gd sia!
haha
den feeling full le
haha

went online nearly 2
saw my sunshine
den chat with her a while
and meeting kellyn at 3+
haix
so sian
actually wanted to cut my hair de
but i dun haf time leh
haix
chat with sunshine till my daddy came back
den bring me to bank
withdrawal money
haha
and kellyn waited for me for half an hr!
sorry kellyn!

came back hm
change clothes
den take a nap!
nt enough slp ar!
that stupid call!
haix
forget it

two more days to sch reopen
haix
so sian
dun feel like goin to sch le!
i hate sch!

sunshine
have u finish ur hw?
lazy pig oso!
faster do finish ar!
sch reopening soon!
ok?
i miss my sunshine!
haha
so sad
today cant go out with u sia!
coz i am meeting kel!
haha
see ya next time!
sure gt time de!
see ya!

i miss my class!
haix

4e3 ppl!
check this out!
-mon-
parliament visit!
pls submit the reply form!
proper attire![sch uniform!]
-no t-shirt,no slippers!-
bring along ur Ez-link card [with I/C no]
remember worx!
dun forgot!
take care guys!
see ya when sch reopen!

ok lah
gtg le
haix
byez

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Friday, June 24, 2005

wake up damn freaking early 2day sia
haix
abt 7am ba..
den went looking for my ss test paper 4 kel
haha
left hm at 8.30am
haha
i want to be late truthfully speaking!
coz everytime u guys are always late!
haix
my sis is like asking me whether i will late ma!
haha
i tell her tat i want to be late leh!
den she give me a funny look!
haha

but i still din late in the end!
haix
all basil fault!
haix!
duno why he walk damn fast to where!
haix
coz he say he wun be late
haix
stupid basil!
haix!

meeting at 9am sia!
haha
den stone there for 1/2hr!
haha
stoning!
i love stoning!
haha
lol!

aft meeting den saw my mum!
i miss my mum!
so long din see/msg her liao!
haha
miss her leh!
btu the 1st line she said to me is
"ms lee looking for you"
haix
sick sia!
but still gt msg her aft that while i was having my lunch!
haha
and she said me must noe how to manage the money!
haha
i tink she still want me to pay her camp fee next year ba!
haha
cute leh!
but i still can paid if i gt work lor
haha
see 1st!
i am poor now!

tink she is really coming back
haix
actually on a whole is gd
but to me
hmm
tink 1st lor
haix
but at least i can wear back my badge!
haha
lol!
din really tok to her today
only few [less than 10 sentences ba] lines!
haha
sound lame leh!
haix
take out all the tie pins,badges of the senior prefect de to play!
haha
it was fun leh!
haha
running around sia
coz i just cant sit down lah!
haix
and i oso duno wat wrong woth me leh!
haix
i'm crazy!
only today!

haha
tml goin steamboat aga?
oh my god!
i'm sick!
and my mummy!
haix
haha
i ran out of the hus this morning without my mummy knowing!
haha
if nt she wun let me out de
haix
came back too late liao
reach hm abt 7pm
den she scold me sia
haha
but is worth it leh
haha
i rox!
sorry mummy!
i'm sorry!
if u believe!
haha

ok lah
gtg liao
sick sick sick!
sch reopen!
haix
sian ar!
gt to prepare liao!
haix
i am tired!
nitez
byez

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Thursday, June 23, 2005

dada aka old pig is back in s'pore!
haha
miss her so badly!
coz she din go online chat with me ma!
haha
lol!
i am cute!
if nt how to be ur dada aka zhong zhu leh?
haha

haha
where is my sunshine?
haha
i suppose she is in sch ba
haha
doing her dnt!
haha
jia you!
faster go finish ur hw worx!
haha
shall meet u some other days
when i am ok!
haha
ok?
imisssunshine!

haha
i am sian!
very very sian~
haix
nth to do le
only left my math haven do sia!
haix
later den do ba
coz i just remember it now
haha
so sian liao
den dun feel like doin it sia
haix
sian sian sian

tml gt meeting sia
so sian
9am
haix
i hate goin to sch!
haix
somemore i am sick!
haix
can i dun go pls eoin?
haix

students' council meeting
i wonder she will go anot leh
haha
if she go
yh go
haha
world war 3 sia!
haix
i dun wan go there be bomb sia
haix
alot of thg happens when i am in camp
haix
but no one wants to tell me
and i oso dun wan noe
in case of anythg happens aga
haix
i dun wan to sink deeper
haix
i shall drag someone along!
haha
no lah
i am a gd gal!
haha
joking onli!

i shall go there 10 am
coz all the excos sure late de
haix
everytime oso like tat lor
haix
sian ar!
or go there later den 10am ba
haix

lunch time!
go eat 1st
update at night!
haha

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

few more days den sch reopen liao!
which means is nearer to o level liao!
haix
stress ar!
i need to relax!
who can help?
guess no one ba
haix

still tinking alot of thg these few days
haix
but tinking do let me find myself back
and all the thg i did!
haha
gt happy.sad and some regret in my heart now
haix
no use liao!
haha

friends are so bz nowadays
but duno why leh
haix
no one to tok to oso!
i need help
haix

saw ur blog
finally want to come back liao
and i tink is time i gt lost liao
haha
sch reopen and u wun see me le
dun worry
ha ha ha
i noe do wat at the rite time
ha ha ha
i just dun like the feeling when u are above me
and this
u shd noe too
ha ha ha

little angel!
haix
everyday saw it
oso very sian
is time to keep it away le
haix

fri going eat steamboat aga sia!
haix
tink i wun be ok even until sch reopen le
haix
[sore thoat+flu+fever+cough+rashes on my whole body!
= i still wun see doctor!
ha ha ha
i am stubborn!
haha
yesh!
i won!
promise to me is sth i wun break it!
ha ha ha
joke rite?
haix
but is true lah!
haha
i shall keep to my promise!
yays!

ha ha ha
gtg le
so sian
nth to do sia!
go rotting now
byez.........

sunshine, i miss ya!
do ur dnt worx!

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

ah buay's birthday!!!!!
happy 16th birthday!
haha
best wishes to you!
and may ur wishes comes true!
haha

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birtdhay to ah buay
happy birthday to you

finally finish packing all my camp stuffs!
only left sjab rm de!
haix!
need to sort out everythg we lent sia!
haix
especially NPCC ar!
keep saying we take their thg!
haha
it's time we return liao ba!
haha

tml eating steamboat aga?!
oh my god!
to celebrate ah buay birthday!
oh oh oh!
last sat just went with pei ying they all sia!
i am sick!
mummy say cannot go leh!
how?
haix
but i oso dun feel like goin leh!
haix
i am sick!
cough cough cough!
i hate cough!
haix
doctor doctor doctor
i dun wan see you!
haha
make a mistake last night!
oh!
a big mistake!
haix
sorry marleen!
i din noe it!
sorry!

open my cupboard this morning
and saw the astro boy hat aga!
haha
so cute leh
haha
went out with my parents last night
and saw alot of astro boy stuffs aga!
haix!
but i din buy it!
coz mummy complain i gt too many astro boy stuffs liao
and no space to let me put
haha
but the only thg/gift that i really cherish is
a angel!
a christmas gift last year!
haha
no pt saying now
it's over!
haha

ok lah
gtg 1st
resting time!
haha
gt time den update later!

o f f . .


This is end of me, stranger

Monday, June 20, 2005

it's such a long day!
wake up around 12 noon 2day!
i am becoming more like a pig liao!
haix!
gt to slp early and wake up earlier this wk!
haha

the weather is so hot these few days!
haix
hot hot hot!
i need an air con!
which i can bring it any where and everywhere i go!
haha
tat wld be great!
haha
let me invent it 1st!
haha

daddy and mummy nt at hm!
so sian
one sis working,other playing!
haix
nth to do!

i am still sick!
wonder can go ah buay the "party" ma?
haix
cough and fever is catching behind me liao!
i dun wan see doc !
so pls get away from me!
haix
cant even tok properly now!
keep on coughing sia!
i hate this feeling!

alot of thg happen rite?
i knew it
but who can tell me everythg?
haix
yiing refused to say!
cant blame her!
perhaps is my fault
but at least let me know wat happen can?
who is the person?
i duno u guys are doin gd to me or destroying me!
haix
falling into a well which i dun even noe!
haix
sick!

heys!
forgot today is fathers' day!
haha

let me wish all the fathers on the world
a happy fathers' day!
haha

wish my own daddy and my mum future daddy liao !
haha
yesterday nite!
12am!
haha

let me find out more than i update lor!
haha
bye

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Sunday, June 19, 2005

i dun have enough slp !!!
stupid ah po!!
bite u later ar!!!
pei ying bite right hand
mine is left hand!!!
ah po
be careful!!!

just back from mt steamboat treat!
haha
actually is to celebrate ah buay birthday de!
but in the end
ah buay cant make it!
haha
so went with yiing,ah po and clay!
haha
eat damn freaking alot sia!
haha
yiing they all keep on taking food for me!
so sian
den if dun eat oso very bad
so eat lor!
damn full sia!

reach hm den bath!
too itchy liao!
haix!
doctor doctor doctor!
i refused to see you!
haix!
unless......
still the same thg
no one will understand de!
ha ha ha

den tot yiing and ah po will oso online de!
but no leh
they cheat me!
i hate liar!
haix
you shd noe beta than anyone else!
haix
no use saying nw!

my mum is so ke ai sia!
even the thg she like oso diff from others!
haha
so cant blame me coz i like astro boy!
like mother ,like daughter!
haha

gtg liao
haha
too full
need to slp le!
haha
nite!

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Friday, June 17, 2005

wake up at nearly 12noon 2day
haha
slp too long liao
gt headache sia!
haha

wake up and found out that there is no one at hm sia!
so sian
nth to eat!
haix
hungry!!

took a bath
coz of the rashes sia!
damn alot leh!
very itchy oso!

msg my sis to buy me lunch
lazy to go down buy
and too itchy liao
but i still refused to see the doc!
haha
i am stubborn!
haha

sis nagging at me to see doc liao!
so sian!
i say i wun see a doc unless..
haix
no one will understand!
heck!

gonna take another bath liao!
haix
bye
update later!

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Thursday, June 16, 2005

//still wonder where am i standing?//

finally back from camp le
alot of thg and stuffs to write
but too long le
so i shall just write a few only ba
haha

i love my group!
i really love them very much sia!
thanks for the astro boy stuffs and the hat!
haha
but my head too big le
cant wear leh!

first,
i shall start with all the people we wants to say thanks!

secondly,
thanks for all the sch which come for our campfire!
KCP,PRCS,BG
our sch
NPCC,NCC and SCOUT!
haha
last but not least
charles sir,wen xun mdm,wei rong mdm,lai yong mdm and vicent sir!
thanks everyone who came!
especially wen xun mdm!
i bet u eat alot rite?
haha

thirdly,
thanks for the helpers who help out for the camp fire!
randy,paul,brenda,cheryl,qui long,wee ming sir(npcc),sandy mdm(npcc)
thanks for helping us to make the campfire so successful!

lastly
thanks ms tan(mum!) and mrs muthu!
though i know alot of compain!
*sorry*
but the camp is still fun rite?
haha
ESPECIALLY MY MUM!
i know u din nt celebrate with him coz of us rite?
thanks!
but YOU STILL DUN ALLOW HIM TO COME FOR OUR CAMPFIRE !!!
SO BAD SIA!
and my chocolate?????
haha

ok
finish my thank you to everyone liao!
i tink i din leave out anyone rite?
hmm
if got
den is so sorry!!!
haha

time to write abt my stuffs!
haha
still nt feeling that well ba!
haha
and i bet this is the only camp i slp so little sia!
i tink total only 7-8 hrs!
coz was doind duty with yan yin the first and second nite!
hence!
no enough slp
den gt fever
haha
mum was like keep on feeding me with medice more than foods!
thanks mum for the chicken rice that day!
though i din eat finish lah!
haha
and i tink ur *him* ar!
treat him gd leh!
stop saying that u wants to change bf liao!
he is a gd man!
haha
cherish him worx!!!
but i still think that it is funny when both of u are history teacher!
haha

ok lah
enough of my stuffs le!
so sian
and so sick!
i slp abt 18 hrs liao!
tink tonite cant slp le!
haha

gtg

o f f . .

//missing you//

This is end of me, stranger

Thursday, June 09, 2005

//i hate everything//

suddenly dun feel like goin to camp liao!
haix
coz of my mum lor!
stupid sia!
damn angry with her sia!
i hate her!
the 2nd time!
and other thg is my hand lor
is damn pain lor!
yest carried the wood
haix
2day carried bricks!
haha
dun tink i will be fine during camp liao!
some more gt hiking
damn sick!
some more oso walk with my mum!
sian 1/2

ah po has low IQ!
haha
and slow in thinking oso!
haha
i tink actions oso very slow lor!
haha
lol

3 more days to camp
really dun feel like goin sia
perhaps only appear in the campfire night?
haha
gd idea leh!
haha
coz gt ah buay can help out ma

grp S,J,A instructors!
where is all the camper camp fees???
only kell grp 2 persons gave me!
and my grp only?
where is the rest?
i need it by tml
and is the latest
ok
haix

gotta go
dinner time!
bye

o f f . .

//everything which is happening now//

This is end of me, stranger

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

//i shall leave you alone..//

i am injured!
haix
my hand
damn freaking pain sia
tink coz yesterday fell down sia
haix!
leg gt a big blueblack!
haha
nvm le
just dun let my mummy noe can liao
coz she wun let me go camp de
haix

kellyn help me bandage on my left hand
lucky 2day wear class T
den my mummu din see my hand injure!
haix
can hide how long leh
haha
i oso duno sia!
but is pain!
haix

3 more days to my camp liao
hope everythg wld go fine
espeacially campfire sia!
haix
but i managed to invite npcc the sir come to help us
haha
that sir damn gd sia!
haha
coz is the 1st time doin ma
den next time can do ourselves liao!
haha
finally and of coz
the 1st time need a teacher to teach us how to do lor!
haha
and that's gd!
haha

have been calling my mum since afternoon sia!
but she din reply nor answer my call
duno wat happen to her sia?
haix
abit worried
and will continue calling her de!
haix
anyway i tink tml still will see her de
haha
duno leh!
beta oso dun let her see my hand
haix

ok
gotta go do chem hw
and study history liao!
bye guys

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

//since it is ur decision//

i am still sick now!

just found out that i gt a blueblack on my left leg
coz i fell down this morning
haha
and is my mummy tell me de!
haha
den she ask me i dun feel pain de meh
i tell her
i already lost all my feelings. . .
sad to say that

stop toking abt my blue black!
haha
finally remember must bring solid fuels liao!
haha
tml must for diana!
haha

this month hp bill sure pay alot de!
die liao!
haix
must start saving up all the money!
haix
somemore gt camp
haix

haha
try putting on a chinese post
but it appear duno what words sia
haix
so change aga
haha

found a harry potter bk!
haha
lol!
so cute
shall use it for my camp!
haha

so sian
nth to do leh!
feel like dying now
my mum nt replying my msg!
-angry sia-
haix
sure haven reach hm de lah.
she everytime like that de!
haix
used to it le!
haix

think of history
den i dun feel like goin camp le
so sian
camp still gt history
will die de!
haix

enough
and stop my crapping!
nite, everyone

o f f . .

//i shall respect you//

This is end of me, stranger



//why dun you just give up on him?//

having headache since just now
damn pain sia
haix
duno what happen
scared later got fever aga!
sure die
cant go 4 camp le
haix

regina is down with chicken pox
rest well
take care,regina!
haix

tink the next is me!
die le
mummty sure dun let me go camp de
if i am sick
haix

the stupid auntie nv deliver the woods to my sch 2day
and i waited for abt 1 hr!
haix
so sian
and she say she will sent to our sch tml 12+noon
haix
hope she mean it
and nt let me waited for hrs
haix

ok
i gotta go rest liao
btw
thanks kellyn for helping me type out the invitation cards!
haha

brain shutting down...
o f f . .

//you still forget what you have promise me//
\\heartbreaken\

This is end of me, stranger

Monday, June 06, 2005

haha
so sian again!
nth to do aga!

wake up @ 9.30am
watch tv
went out at 11am
meet yanyin aT 11.15
was late by 2mins sia
coz of yest rackee lor!
damn pain sia!
but still can take it!
haha

went to tpy meet the seniors
leng yee,huilian ,huiling!
so long din see them liao
but they all still the same!
haha
still so crapping!
haha
tell us alot of their games!
so funny de

haha
went to atm to withdraw $$$
coz mum not goin sch tml and i have to pay everythg for the campfire 1st
haix
hope my mummy din see my bankbk
if nt sure die le!

huilian so scared of monkeys!
haha
so cute
i tink there will be alot of funny thg during the hiking!
haha
monkeys attrack!
haha
and i tink both campers and instructors will scream like hell
haha
and i am the only one walking the last
so sian
somemore walk with my mum!
sure walk like shopping like that de!
haix
but luckily she say she wear sport shoes sia!
haha
i tink is beta for my mum to walk in the centre
coz is safer ba
haha
and my pace is faster than her lor
haha
and e most impt thg she is oso scare of monkeys!
haha
so i wun be able to 'protect' her if anythg happens sia!
haha
hope my hp can works!
haha
of nt sure die aga liao!

now feeling more stress abt the campfire sia!
damn scaring now!
haix
must try to relax le!
if nt die die aga!
must make it a successful one lor!
haix
damn stress sia!
haix
now even the MC oso got problem sia!
i oso duno wat happen now!
and is like i do everythg
everthg abt campfire i am in charge like tat?
haix
nvm!
just do everythg well and that's it!
haix

ok
gotta go buy foods for camp liao!
bye guys

of f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Sunday, June 05, 2005

haha
went to rackee 2day!
nt tat tired as i expected lor!
haix

very stress abt the campfire thg!
i actually dun look forward this camp
gt history with my mum
den got campfire!
too stres liao!
haix
and i tot camp shd let me enjoy it?
haix

aft rackee
went to army market
and buy all the stuffs we need
went with mama,kellyn,xuann and me!
haha
eat until damn full sia!
haha
brought wat veronica needs too!
haha

went hm aft that
they keep toking abt breast sia!
damn wat lor!
mama is J cup de!
haha
lol!
but she admit too!
rite mama?
haha
so funny
and were like making the mrt filled eith our laughter!
haha

nth much to say
coz like 5 hrs of rackee?
haha
coz we keep on resting aft a small journay!
haha
i scared we instructors cant even make it for the hiking lor
if u were there
den u will noe everythg and why i say so le
haix
actually i walk so not tht fast leh
haha
but they cant catch up with my pace sia
haix
4get it
coz i'm strong!
haha

gotta go and bath le
bye bye

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Friday, June 03, 2005

sian ar!
all stupid ppl around me!
all damn stupid!
and smelly somemore!
stupid jia xuan
get away from me!

sian ar!
rush through my fnn coursework today!
haix
too rush liao
den i haven finish sia!
the last sentence!
haix
dun care lah!
haix

yesterday my mum in bad mood
2day i oso in bad mood coz of my mum!
stupid sia!
yesterday coz the shirt!
but is really is our fault lah!
sorrY!
den just now toking to her on phone will die like tat!
i hate my mum!
and i bet this is the 1st time i said it!
she always argue with me de!
forget it!

fuck up
everythg around me is so fuck up!
i hate everythg now!

my mummy is bias!
i dun like her too!
she always bias to my sis de!
every 5 mins she will nag at me to go bath
but my sis
she din even say anythg lor!
everytime oso like that!
i hate it!
but i love my big sister!

i dono wat i do which makes u feel tat i am siding her
but the truth is no
believe it or not
and as if i noe everythg in the 1st place?
even if u two are nt in gd relationship
why must drag me in?
why?
as i am both of ur friend?
i dun even noe whether we are friends for the pass 3 years?
coz u dun even understand me well!
and the only think u noe is i am stubborn rite?
u dun even noe me
and as a friend
u dun even noe my character!
until the day i died
i will still remember everythg!
and i bet!
lastly i break this friendship is not becoz of her
is the attitude toward me!
is none of her fault!
u noe how well u treat me b4
and noe lydia say u cherish me!
i dun tink so
coz of the words coming out from ur mouth!
nth to say..
coz u tink my actions tells it all!

everythg sux now
and even in sjab
and the worse is camp!
all cock up sia!
heck care!

why must there be so many changes?
why?
-all the sec3 changes
-yanyin changes
-alene changes
-she changes
why?
and of coz
-i tink i oso change!
fuck up!
i hate myself now!
i sux!
fuck up!

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Thursday, June 02, 2005

boring day pass by!
haha
wake up 7.30am
prepare everythg and went out of the house at 7.50
damn late lor
board the bus at 8am
tot i will late sia
den saw kellyn!
haha
waited for yihao with her at the sch bus stop!
haix
went in to the sch
and found out that iam nt late actually!
haha

but mum was late for class!
by 5 mins!
ask me take attendent file sia!
walking up and down
so sian!
stupid angel tok to me
den kena scolding from mum!
but is nt my fault!
dumb dumb!

shit!
i dun wan go to camp liao!
i refused to go now!
coz i am goin for history lesson instead of camp!
i dun wan go liao!
i will be bored to death thoughout the 4 days sia!
coz i will be having history lesson with my mum with the campers are having lecture sia!
sian ar!
some more is abt china sia!
and i dun even noe nth abt the stupid country!!!
i'm died!
haix

went for fnn aft recess
still having the shock that mum cause!
haix
i dun wan to go!
but no choice and have to go sia!
stone in the com lap for 2 hrs!
haha
damn freaking cold sia!
haix
shaking like hell sia!

aft that
went to see my grp members sia
haha
the flag is so cute!
got two cantoon de!
den miao xin and marleen keep on bullying li wen de!
damn bad sia!
haha

went off at abt 5.40pm
damn tired sia
so in the end
i din go to christina hus to see the other grp flag!
haha
sian ar!

gotta go watch tv liao
superstar!

o f f . .

This is end of me, stranger

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

//i swear b4//

sian ar!

wake up damn early sia!
6+am
haix
slpy now!
haix

aft the star programme
saw the sec 3 cadets toking to mrs muthu
so stay there a while
and den mum ask me and kellyn to stay!
coz yan yin nt there
and she wanted to change some of the timing
haix!
sian
so we change it
waited for yan yin 4 the whole 2 hrs sia!
big shot sia!
haix
OIC ma!
haix
aft tat went to the canteen to order foods
haha

went to mac and met my grp aft that!
y my grp duno how to make decision ar!
haix
they rot there 4 3hrs 4 me to make the final decision sia!
haix
damn sad!
reach there
make the final pic 4 the flag
the cheers and etc!
haix
damn boring!
tml meeting again sia!
damn sian!
dun feel like goin sia!
*yan yin already say instructor are not suppose to help out in any of the thg
and only can guide them!
fuck!

so i tell my grp i wun be helping them in any thg coz i tink the sec 3 shd try to lead the grp by themselves le
if until now still duno wat to do!
next year how?
so i wun be helping u guys!
get everythg done by urself ar!
learn as u do sth!
sec 3!who is goin to take over us liao!
ok?
but still need to inform ur own grp instructor if u have meeting with ur grp pls!
thanks!

haix!
goin hiking this sat
damn sian too!
haix!
tired!

den still need to buy all the foods and everythg
sian!
and most impt is the campfire stuffs!
typing like hell ar!
i hate the world!

gonna type out everythg and campfire stuffs now
bye

o f f . .

//i will always remember//

This is end of me, stranger

JIALI the STRANGER
18
a member of ST JOHN AMBULANCE BRIGADE. [SGT]
1E, 2D, 3H, 4H, 5E, 6HOPE. townsville primary school
1E4, 2E4, 3E3, 4E3. Bishan park secondary
nyp; nursing NR0623
born on 13th april 1989
mum's and mummy's crazy daughter!
stubborn; crazy!

LOVES
= i love my family members!
= i love my astro boy!
= i love my blue chocolate from mum! *baci*
= i love black!
= i love all my friends!
= i love number 13.
= i love sunset.
= i love my X400.

TRUSTS
^ my family members!
^ my 6th sense. ^ my friends
^ my mum!

HATES
- i hate cheat.
- i hate liar.
- i hate smoker.

WISHLIST
* have freedom!
* passed my FTT
* finish all my ICA
* illness is away from me

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