My story
Monday, May 09, 2005
for ur info to bei ying:
i oso just read ur blog in friendster
haha
if my blog makes u feel sick,
why did u read in the first place?
haha
funny?
ya!
u are DAMN FUNNY!
-ha ha ha-
by the way!
i oso duno wat is wrong with me!
ask me dun assume!
fine!
den just forget it!
"wen im nt shooting at ya,i dun exprct to be shot by u.. seriously im dam hurt"
u tell me this!
u dare to tell me this!
ya!
so wat if I REALLY HURT U?
as if u din hurt me b4?
do u care when u hurt me?
NO!
so do u tink i will care when i hurt u?
haha
think abt it!
for all those fuck!
so wat?
rite????????
ismy language
not urs!
stop controling my language can?
haix!
abt the KPO!
haha
perhaps i get this from ur words!
sorry!
is from ur blog!
haha
read ur blog aga ba!
haha
this is nt i ASSUME DE!
abt the "thg "u are oso SUFFERING now,
this makes me feel the most funniest thg!
haha
as if u got say out?
as if ppl can read though ur mind?
as if ppl noe wat u tink?
as if i care?
haha
if u dun say out,
as if i will noe?
ohh
ya i noe?
haha
cute?
u keep everythg in ur mind!
u dun even wan to say out!
so are u telling us to figue it by ourselves?
and u say u got beta thg to do,
so as we!
wa lao!
think we oso very free ar?
haha
HEY!
why m i saying so much?
heck!
coz in the first place
u NEVER wan to solve the prob!
and NEVER wan to let us noe!
EXCO!
wat are EXCO?
do u tink u are setting gd example?
NO!
prefect keep on asking!
wat do u wan us to say?
say u sack urself?
i did not say nth
coz i DUN EVEN NOE ANYTHG!
i just wan to save ur name as a vice-head!
i dun wan to make comment abt u sacking urself!
do u understand?
i duno anythg!
do u noe how pai sen when prefects say
"u are her friend and u dun even noe anythg?"
wat do u expect me to reply?
say wat?
and the only thg i can reply is
"sorry,i reallu duno"
or u expecting me to say
"she sack herself"
rite?
i only can erply i duno!
wat else can i reply?
rite?
just to save ur name still as a VICE-HEAD,
do u noe is hard?
see the way u are nw
wat do u wan me to say still?
say u are still a prefect?
or just a normal student?
wat do u expect me to say?
i really duno!
perhaps my pervious post sound harsh!
but do u noe i m sad too?
u dun even understand me!
think abt it aga!
ok
consider is my fault
but do u noe how i feel?
no!
u duno!
feel this way
wat if u will me?
how would u answer?
actually
i do noe the thg happening nw
and i tink i noe who le
so wat?
she just making comment
just dun care abt her lah!
that is wat u tell me!
isn't?
why
why
why?
now is wat!
tat time i say i want to quit!
who tell me eveythg and all the reasons?
who?
and is u!
so nw u wan to quit?
wat m i suppose to say
and as a friend or an EXCO to tok to u?
i did msg u
to ask u to tell me wat happen!
u did not call
so?
wat do u expect me to do?
i tok to u abt solving the prob
and ur blog say "i never ask u or eoin to solve the prob"
so?
wat m i going to say aga?
i say i want to tok to u as a FRIEND
u say "wat is there anythg to tok abt?"
u noe how i feel?
i only feel that i cant even tok to u as a friend
wat can i conclude?
u tink abt it oso!
and as a friend,
we got nth to say!
rite?
why?
i duno.
perhaps still my fault
ok
i say sorry to u
bcoz of my posts in this blog
but is oso from ur blog,ur words
ur attitude
to make me post it!
agree?
perhaps only mr sim can solve this prob for u!
though the thg which is happening around us
i noe sth
which i have already stop doing
forget it!
coz i dun tink u will care ba!
noe why everthg is i say sorry?
i dun tink u noe ba
bcoz i cherish u and this friendship
sorry
but nw i dun
coz of some reasons
i won't tell u the reasons now
perhaps i will tell u next time for breaking the friendship with u nw
see 1st
lastly,
still a
sorry to u!
This is end of me, stranger
