My story
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
//i really duno wat u want me to do now//
haha
finally finish o level chinese le!
hooray!
finally!
haha
can relax a while le!
sorry mum
-pull my ears-
i 4got almost all the words that i learnt liao!
haix!
my mind went blank sia!
haha
think wun score high
at most b3 ba
haha
a cheap ice cream!
haha
but tml onward still have to go back sch
haha
so sian leh!
haix
coz got star programme sia!
haix!
8.30-12noon
haix!
later den pack my bag!
haha
oh
tody is uncle david birthday!
so sing a song to u too!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to david
happy birthday to you!
haha
happy 19th birthday!
so sian!
started rotting liao
afternoon went to play badminton with ah po,cheryl and wei jian!
haha
the stupid malay guy!
u are died!
i am gonna get u out on the 1st day of sch!
watch out ar!
haix
irritating guy!
ok
gotta go!
watch tv liao!
bye guys!
o f f . .
//i only know the whole thing this wk//
This is end of me, stranger
Monday, May 30, 2005
haix
tml taking o level chinese le!
damn scared now sia!
haix
but is useless lor!
haha
study is more impt!
haha
scare is no use!
haha
but at least have to get a b3 sia!
haix!
beta is get a2 lor!
coz my mum expectation ma!
haha
must try to reach her target set for me
by her lor!
haha
hey
today is joan birthday!
haha
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to joan
happy birthday to you!
haha
haha
i dun tink she gt mood to celebrate le ba
haha
coz of o level tml!
haha
so ke lian rite
haix!
tink aft o level den buy her birthday presant ba!
haha
sorry jo!
-pull my ears first!-
haha
happy 16th birthday!
so sian!
is like everyday oso study chinese!
now see the bk until damn sian!
haix!
but another than tat
is there any other ways to pass chinese?
haix!
to all taking o level tml:
pls remember to bring ur NRIC and chinese dictionary!
haha
dun forget worx!
last reminder!
haha
wu yue tian gt this song call "jue jiang"
means stubborn
haha
i love this song!
coz is my character ma!
haha
lol!
the other song i like is
"an jing" by jay
i tink only a few ppl noe why i like this song ba
haha
the lyrics is damn meaningful!
haha
but other than the lyrics
still gt another reason for it!
haha
and i dun even tink u noe ba
haha
nvm!
anyway,
best wishes and gd luck to others who are taking o level tml!
all the best!
reach and excel
haha
try hard and score well!
gotta go!
perparing for tml o'
last round of training!
and i am perpare to run for the final!
gd luck to me too!
to others who have already wished me gd luck:
thanks
and i have received all the msg!
my mum!,cheryl,li wen,marleen,miao xin,christina,deona,joan...
thanks guys!
u too!
gd luck!
This is end of me, stranger
Sunday, May 29, 2005
//do u trust me?//
sian day!
haix
rotting at home to study chinese again!
haix
nth to do sia
take a rest
play games
go online
watch tv
haha
if nt i will die ar!
haix!
wonder my hus gt how any ants sia!
haix
my sis is like killing alot of ants everyday!
ant killer!
haha
my sis call home just now
she ask my mummy whether she can buy new hp anot
haha
so cute
but the hp damn ex sia!
$400+
haix
she is rich!
haha
as long as she like it
den can liao lor
haha
i hate other ppls who is beating the stupid drums at the playground!
everyday oso like tat
somemore from our sch de!
damn irriating sia!
haix
if i ever see them in the sch
den let me see wat i will do sia!
haix
stupid ppl!!!!
the sound is becoming louder and louder!
fuck up sia!
haix
ok
gotta go!
byebye
o f f . .
//or don't?...//
This is end of me, stranger
Saturday, May 28, 2005
meet the parent session today!
haix
damn scared sia!
and my dad was late!
haix
waited outside the classroom for almost 1hr sia!
haix
yong hua dad and arief mum was chatting for so long!
haha
so have to wait for damn long sia!
haix
my dad was damn tired sia!
waited for so long and he just chat with ms lee for 5mins!
haha
funny
althrough din say much abt my result
but i now he is very angry lah
haix
i oso very sad leh
haix!
den mummy only say need to work harder lor!
haix
continued to study chinese!
haha
study abt 2 hrs later
den ah po ask me to go mac with xuann
haix
so i brought my bk to the mac and study
and to plan the campfire stuffs
haix
den ah buay came to discuss oso!
haha
stay until 7pm den went home
such a boring day sia!
haix
gonna study chinese again!
bye
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Friday, May 27, 2005
today so sian
sch cleaning day
great!
lol
actually dun feel like goin to sch de
coz is raining in the morning ma
haix
den argue with my mummy
so i went to sch in the rain
haha
so cold sia!
lol!
all my mummy fault
lol!
reach sch damn early
was like looking through the ex prefect info
haha
so cute
den saw mdm wei rong de
and found out sth!
haha
stone until 7.30am
den went for meeting
den stoning in the hall again
was like chatting with sopheary, sharmine and sockie!
haha
coz nth to do lor
den mr sim ask me to take the AVA rm keys
coz we r having meeing at there
haix
so went to the office with him to take the keys
den went up to the AVA rm to on the air-con
haix
stoining inside until 8.25am
haha
but the meeting in the end change to 9am
haha
went to the hall
for briefting abt o level chinese
haha
must remember to bring NRIC on that day worx!
9am
went to AVA to have meeting
haix
so sian
and after eoin said finish his speech
i still think that SL and prefects are nt merge at all!
haix
so i went out of the AVA aft basil said sth
sockie was like chasing after mehahashe so cuteden i was so angry den lied to her saw i goin to find my mum lorhaixwent up to my mum form classden she ask me help her carry the bks down to the staff rmso i help her take lorand her class was like calling me rubbish collector! fuck!
den when i walk to the front door
and i scold the girl "fuck off"
mum was like shocked
and i just walk off like tat!
haha
heck!so wat if i am a prefect?
haha
who ask her to poke me when i am in bad mood!
haix
sockie oso damn shocked!
haix
went to the staff rm and saw ms lee
she was damn angry with the prefects and SL
was i hurried go back to my class
haha
was like cleaning my table with kellyn
haha
damn funny
help others clean oso!
haha
so tired!
after cleaning
i damn sian lah
so walk pass the AVA rm again
coz basil and eoin was nt back in class yet
haha
i saw all the 9 EXCOs with mr sim inside
haha
and i am the only EXCO outside!
haha
so i went in lor
mr sim was like
finally all the EXCOs are present!
lol!
i dun feel like goin in de
coz she is inside
haix
go in liao
sit down there
and i dun wan to make any comments!
haha
so like running all around the AVA rm sia!
haha
after sch
went to sjab rm
play with marleen,xuann,miao and liwen
haha
coz nth to do lor
haha
stoning until 2pm
xuann go for the basketball duty lor
haix
den i still duno how to face you!
haha
lydia,
i mean wat i said!
so i went with her
haix
den saw lydia pay pay
haha
she was like telling me everythg sia
haha
so funny
haix
there is really a damn big misunderstanding between us!
haha
and i only knew it today!
song song sia!
tml is meet the parent session liao
sure die sia!
haix
damn scared now
haix
ok
gotta go off soon
watching tv later!
haha
den study for chinese!
for the sake of my mum!
haix
hard!
haha
bye
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Thursday, May 26, 2005
haha
back in s'pore le!
anyway i reach s'pore on monday midnight ba
haha
just went to malaysia to play onli
to relax myself sia!
too stress up!
haha
actually wanted to write my blog in malaysia de
den when i reach thre
den i found out cant online sia
so sad
haix!
went shopping 4 my sch shoes
and brought a size 7 shoes
damn big sia!
can fly ar!
haha
and oso brought two chocolate for sopheary and donovan
coz i owe them de
haha
only shopping
so sian leh!
haix
den the rest of the time
stoning at my auntie house sia
coz nth to do
visit my god cousin
she is nearly 2 weeks only
so small and cute leh
haha
and oso very weak
so i dun dare to carry her sia!
haha
mon nite after dinner den return back to s'pore
haix
finish dinner at around 9pm
too late
so dad drive damn fast sia
haha
i was slping throughout the journay
haha
my mummy tot there will be a traffic jam at the custom
as it is a public holiday
but when we reach there
there wasn't any traffic jam sia!
haha
wonderful!
so reach s'pore at abt 2am ba
haha
nt enough slp sia
den the next day got oval!
haha
damn sian
have to wait so long sia
haix
den finish oval liao
went to food court at j8 to eat lunch
den study for my chinese O
haix
damn sian
den suddenly remember that practical for fnn is today sia
ask alene help me buy watermelon
haha
and i check all the ingredients that i need oso le
haha
so buzy
today practical damn funny sia
haha
almost half of my classmate late sia
haix
mdm noorini damn angry
den scolded us lor
haix
used to it le ba
haha
cook halfway den i injured my two fingers on the left hand
haix
damn pain sia
can die lor
haix
my fault lah
den red red de
haix
aft fnn
went to art rm find kellyn lor
and waited for her for the sjab meeting which is at 2pm!
siao liao!
haix
yan yin lor
haix
went to canteen find xuann oso
haha
she help me put medince sia
haha
so gd rite!
haha
den argue with cheryl
coz she say she hate me ma
den i got lost lor
haix
went for meeting at 2pm
so sian
tok abt camp stuffs aga!
haix
ah po and regina were like waiting for us to finish abt 1hr sia
haha
so ke lian rite
haha
who ask them npcc oso let us wait so long oso!
haha
aft meeting
went to j8 eat again
den saw jing fang!
haha
aft eating
went shopping around j8
saw the waterbag
xuann say she wants to buy for camp sia!
haha
tink she gonna spend alot on camp too!
haha
goin to camp abt 2 wks time
haix
so sian
haven plan the campfire for yan yin yet
haix
i dun have time leh
nv
get it done soon and i shall study for my chinese!
1st time i study for chinese ar!
sian sia!
hmm
gotta go study le
bye
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Sunday, May 22, 2005
haha
rotting at home
gonna study chinese
mum lor
want me get a1 or a2 for chinses O level sia
haix
so gonna study for chinese later
haha
rest 1st!
haha
later afternoon going back to malaysia sia!
haha
for my holiday!
song song sia!
so happy
coz very long din go malaysia liao!
den nv see my grandmother oso
haha
just now msg xuan
she say she going sentosa
haha
so sad!
ah po ps her
den she very angry lor!
haix
are friends alway like that?
why friends with similar character cant stay 2gether?
why are so many thg happening around me?
why are there so many changes?
why am i standing in the centre?
whereby i cant move anywhere!
but let me tell you now
i am standing out of your line!
i am nt standing on her side to fight with you!
NO!
alot of people change!
why?
izit their friends around them?
i duno!
and i dun wish to noe
coz there is too much thg happening for me to handle with it!
i duno
perhaps is fate!
haha
fate always play games with us!
why?
the same thg which is happening now between
-ah po and alene
-hailing, jasmine and pei ying
*me and bei ying
-bei ying and joan
but i tink me and her is the worse ba
haha
anyway we just break off our friendship le
so there is nth that i can say
nth i want to cherish back u
haix
anyway gotta to pack bag liao
continue my blog when i reach malaysia ba
bye guys!
pls take care when i am nt around
coz i dun wan to handle any friendship case again!
haha
dun argue worx!
coz no one will be there is handle!
haha
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Saturday, May 21, 2005
I DID NOT BREAK OFF THE FRIENDSHIP WITH YOU BECAUSE OF HER.
PLEASE DUN MISUNDERSTOOD ME
IS YOU SAY THERE IS NO MISUNDERSTANDING BETWEEN US DE
SO I ALSO DID NOT BOTHER TO EXPLAIN TOO MUCH
BUT I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THAT
I REALLY DID NOT BREAK OFF THIS FRIENDSHIP WITH YOU BECAUSE OF HER.
I GOT MY OWN REASONS
YOU DUN BELIEVE
THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO!
This is end of me, stranger
back from sch abt 2 hrs ago
stoning at hm again!
luckily i came hm earlier
if nt my mummy goin out sia
haha
heng heng sia!
2day sjab
do alot of push up sia
duno becoz of who lor
haix
through cant count as alot
abt 50 times
haix
but only abit angry of that person lor
i tink only kel,xuan and jo noe ba
haha
aft sjab
went to the opp to eat with my gf and xuan
haha
damn sian
stoning while waiting for ah po!
haha
den found out that actually my mum is a student of mrs muthu when mum is in sec sch!
BIG NEWS!
haha
lol!
den i dun believe lor
we two bet my mum will reply my msg 1st or xuan's
but in the end
i msg my mum den she say she reply xuan msg 1st
coz she saw her msg 1st!
so angry!
den my mum say balme myself for being slow lor!
but we two sent tat the same time leh!
haha
anyway i am from slow brigade oso leh
cant blame me sia!
haha
lol!
gotta go le
tink through somethg impt ba
bye
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Friday, May 20, 2005
doing fnn now
sian ar!
dunno wat to change
haix
brain-storming!
haha
brain cell dying!
haha
heard alot of thg 2day
which makes me so confused now
you mess up my life again!
why must let me know everything?
haix
through i dun really believe what i heard
but it sound real
i duno
i duno whether to believe or forget abt it
haix
i tink i am gonna forget abt it
coz in the 1st place
u shd be toking to me other than her!
nvm
treat it as nth happen 1st
haha
tml gt sjab
until now still duno wat to bring!
haha
mama lor
haha
watching the 9pm show at channel 8
now den know even die liao oso need to pay taxes sia
feel like dying in the 1st place
but i dun tink so now!
haha
lol
really feel that mum and shen lili
are like 1 person sia
slack so much!
haha
den shen lili ask me why i dare to say abt my mum
den i tell her coz is my mum lor!
haha
cute rite she?
help shen lili mark some of the chinese paper today
so fun
coz actually only got me
den val,kellyn
in the end
alot of ppl came den feel very hot
haha
so fun marking the paper!
haha
so sian!
later den continue my fnn ba
haha
gotta go watch show!
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Thursday, May 19, 2005
back from sch!
haha
just finish mock pactical not long ago
haix
damn sian
we mess up the time and everythg
haha
now den i noe
the streamer is so big!
wow!
lol
haha
diana giving comment on our foods
haha
den say the wrong thg to alene
haha
so cute
haix
finish the cooking
den saw my mum walking toward the main gate
i gt shout her name
but i tink she din heard ba
haha
den msg her lor
diana so angry!
haha
coz mum reply me first but diana sent her msg earlier than me!
haha
of coz lah
i am her daughter ma
haha
so cute!
the foods that i cooked is like shit lor
haha
but i still gt eat lah
the eggs damn nice!
i love eggs!
haha
hooray!
i pass my math!
although is only 55 marks
i still very happy ba
coz i really put in alot of efforts!
haha
paper 1 got 51/80
paper 2 fail by 2 marks only!
fuck!
48/100
haix
so sad!
i throw the paper on the wall!
damn angry!
but now is ok le
coz i actually tot that i will fail very badly de
haha
luckily i pass math!
coz according to ms teo,
1.either weak in math,gd in humanities
2.or gd in math,weak in humanities!
haha
so i belong to no2!
haha
ms teo tot i do not belong to any of the grp sia!
haha
but this prove her wrong!
haha
gotta go watch tv le
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Monday, May 16, 2005
hooray!
finally finish my fnn work liao
yesh!
so proud of myself!
haha
wake up damn early today
around 9+ ba
if i din remember wrongly
haha
den started doin fnn from 11am
haha
do until half way
chat with val and hailing again!
haha
but hailing still went off!
haha
cute
change 1 of my recipe
and the dish oso
haha
coz i found my sis recipe book
quite useful lah
haha
i am so freaking tired!
haix
face the com abt more tham 5 hrs!
haha
spoil my eye sia!
haha
went to take a nap just now
den wake up
online again
haha
haven eat dinner yet
so hungry!
waiting my foods to be back!
haha
lol
tml going to take back
phy and eng paper liao
tink gonna funk my eng!
haix
great!
haix
update my result tml ba
today is cherie's birthday!
msg her liao
btw
just sing a song to u ba
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to cherie
happy birthday to you!
happy 20th birthday!
PS:not the ex prefect cherie*
gotta go
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Sunday, May 15, 2005
damn tired
doin fnn now
damn sian too
haix
just knew that we have change our timetable liao
haha
so cute
went to mr lin blog
haha
now den i noe that teacher do have blog too
haha
so cute
just caught a bee
feed it with honey
later dad gonna scold me again!
coz it attract ants!
haha
i dun care
i am gonna keeping it with me!
haha
shall give him a name
haha
i am so sian!
chatting with val and hailing
but this hailing always away
so sian
only chat with val
haha
she oso doin fnn
haha
den say i fast
haha
but i am from slow brigade
haha
i am slow
val is slowest!
haha
gotta go
brain shut down
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
sian
stoning at home again!
haha
dun feel like going out
and i cant go out too
leg swollen
haha
so stoning at hm lor
sorry pei ying
not i dun wan tell you
coz i have my reasons
hope you understand ba
-dun start to cherish your friends when you know you are gonna lose them-
my experience lah
oso can heck care de
haha
but sometime is quite true
haha
coz i dun wan u to be like me
tink abt it ba
just finish my fnn decision making
haha
i am slow!
heck
later den continue ba
face the com too long
cannot tink properly liao
haha
wanted to slp
but i cant
waiting for calls!
haix
so long haven call back
wonder wat are u doin sia.
haix
thanks val
but is the fact that i fail history!
nth can change the fact
nvm
as long as i do my best
i am happy liao
stupid ants
all around my room
wonder wat is there to eat in my room
supid ants
gotta go
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Saturday, May 14, 2005
got back my history,social studies and chemistry
haha
within my expectation
chem funk like hell
haha
still not that bad
coz i really noe that!
history!
i tot i can pass my history and
fail my social studies
but is different!
i fail history and pass social studies!
i damn sad sia!
coz i tink my mum expet me to pass lah
haix
but i promise her i will pass o level de
haha
but i tink back
i guess i cant!
haha
shdn't make this promise in the 1st place!
haix
cant take back my words already!
relax!
just do it well lor
haha
SORRY MUM!
haix
but i did study for history!
i put in alot of efforts!
nvm
the result is out
haix
cant really tink much now
haix
slow wants to kill my mum!
haha
coz she oso fail history!
and she tell me she got study!
haha
my mum din even give her any marks for her ESQ
haix
beta dun kill my mum worx!
i will kill u!
haha
joking lah!
just sprained my ankle just now
stupid staircase!
haix
my fault too
in pain now
i refused to see doctor!
not bcoz i m scared
is another reason
perhaps i wun go to see doctor again!
haha
unless impt or the reason happen again!
haha
getting back physics and english paper
on monday
haix
tink gonna fail eng
haha
heck
i dun like eng in the 1st place!
haha
and i tink oso getting back math ba
haha
sure funk math too
gotta go
for my fnn
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
Friday, May 13, 2005
so sian
nth to do!
haven touch on POA yet!
haha
prehaps later
if nt is tml morning le
haha
so sian
haix
chatting on phone with my GF now
haha
she in library
haha
damn noisy there
got xuann,ah po,qui hong,mu qing etc!
haha
damn a big grp sia
haha
luckily i din go
if nt cant study
sure play de
haha
ask GF go buy water
haha
coz i lazy to downstair buy
haha
thanks cher!
haha
very tired
haix
got to go watch tv!
o f f . .
This is end of me, stranger
reach hm 1 hr ago
nt feeling well sian!
stoning at hm aga....
me sick
mum still sick
haha
cute leh her
just now pass up my phy file
den saw my mum haha she came out of the library
so i ask her she ok liao ma
haha
she say her voice haven back to normal yet
haha so cute!
later buy her water aga ba
haha
i am so tired!
sick!
anyway
i got back my mp3
haha
so happy
can listen again
haha!
mama so pro!
combine sci MCQ got full marks sia!
pro sia!
think she really put in alot of efforts sia!
haha
congra mama!
today got POA and CME!
haix
both paper i oso got slp
haha
damn tired
and sick lah
cant blame!
think of yesterday damn funny
i slp while listening to my mp3
den i tink my hp alarm rang
but i din wake up
tink i cant hear ba
den slp throughout the whole nite
din touch POA at all
haha
ah po oso!
oso bcoz yesterday rain ba
too cold!
haha
gonna rest now
off
This is end of me, stranger
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
i just learn 9 things of life!
- learn to care
- learn to smile
- learn to cry
- learn to give
- learn to forgive
- learn to share
- learn to trust
- learn to love
- learn to say:i miss you!
= i do care for others as a sjab
= i do smile when i am happy
= i do cry when i am sad
= i do give IN although is not my fault
= i do to forgive,but i don't forgive people who sux!
= i do share with others like my secrets!
= i do trust but i often got cheated instead
= i do love,all my family members and friends!
= i do say " i miss you" when i really mean it
i really did!
i learn 9 new things!
although xuann always tell me to forgive and forget
but is hard!
haha
trying my best now
forget everything!
my mind cleared!
store more thg inside!
with all my friends little secrets!
haha
This is end of me, stranger
i am so sian!
haix!
reach hm abt 1 hr ago!
stoning at hm sia!
haix!
me nt gonna study for tml paper
only chem and phy!
MCQ only
so ok lor!
haha
mum still sick!
haha
poor mum!
too bad
no chocolate for her!
haha
so bought a strawberry cake for her instead!
haha
next time den treat her eat chocolate ba
haha
take care mum!
haix
3 more days
and everythg will be fine aga!
as in my life and my studies!
haha
have been stoning for 1 hr liao!
gotta go
off!
//perhaps there is nth btw us le//
This is end of me, stranger
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
hey!i agree to yh!
haha
i rox in my world!
but i am oso lost in my world!
must go to read her blog worx
i laugh like hell
typing while laughing
and my sis tot i siao!
haha
2day chem paper sure fail de lor!
damn hard to do sia!
haix
den ms lee still say is O' level standand!
haix
tink gonna fail my O too!
haha
went to buy thg just nw
reach hm
bath
go out aga to study!
haha
den now online see her blog
oso abit spoil my mood sia!
haix
why shd i read in the first place?
i am so stupid!
to bei ying:
i will not read ur blog from now on
if u r here!
pls tag my board!
haha
thanks!
if u dun wish or watever stupid reasons that u dun wan to tag
forget it!
lastly which is from u or ur blog:
THERE IS NO ANY MISUNDERSTANDING BETWEEN US
WHICH MEANS THIS IS END OF US!
MAKE THIS CLEAR!
THIS IS WHAT I HAVE CONCLUDE AFTER READING ALL YOUR BLOG POSTS!
BYE BYE!
ya!
i am free now!
nth to solve or watever!
off to learn math
off
This is end of me, stranger
Monday, May 09, 2005
happy mothers' day to all the mothers in this world!
aft typing the post just now
feel abti moody
haix
nvm
i shall just finish typing wat i want to type first
happy mothers' day to my
mum,ms tan
mama,yan yin
mummy,my REAL mum!
yesterday night msg to my mum
den she say she nt feeling well
haix
so sad!
my mum nt feeling well!
take care mum!
haix
i shall go off first!
due to my mood now
bye
off
This is end of me, stranger
for ur info to bei ying:
i oso just read ur blog in friendster
haha
if my blog makes u feel sick,
why did u read in the first place?
haha
funny?
ya!
u are DAMN FUNNY!
-ha ha ha-
by the way!
i oso duno wat is wrong with me!
ask me dun assume!
fine!
den just forget it!
"wen im nt shooting at ya,i dun exprct to be shot by u.. seriously im dam hurt"
u tell me this!
u dare to tell me this!
ya!
so wat if I REALLY HURT U?
as if u din hurt me b4?
do u care when u hurt me?
NO!
so do u tink i will care when i hurt u?
haha
think abt it!
for all those fuck!
so wat?
rite????????
ismy language
not urs!
stop controling my language can?
haix!
abt the KPO!
haha
perhaps i get this from ur words!
sorry!
is from ur blog!
haha
read ur blog aga ba!
haha
this is nt i ASSUME DE!
abt the "thg "u are oso SUFFERING now,
this makes me feel the most funniest thg!
haha
as if u got say out?
as if ppl can read though ur mind?
as if ppl noe wat u tink?
as if i care?
haha
if u dun say out,
as if i will noe?
ohh
ya i noe?
haha
cute?
u keep everythg in ur mind!
u dun even wan to say out!
so are u telling us to figue it by ourselves?
and u say u got beta thg to do,
so as we!
wa lao!
think we oso very free ar?
haha
HEY!
why m i saying so much?
heck!
coz in the first place
u NEVER wan to solve the prob!
and NEVER wan to let us noe!
EXCO!
wat are EXCO?
do u tink u are setting gd example?
NO!
prefect keep on asking!
wat do u wan us to say?
say u sack urself?
i did not say nth
coz i DUN EVEN NOE ANYTHG!
i just wan to save ur name as a vice-head!
i dun wan to make comment abt u sacking urself!
do u understand?
i duno anythg!
do u noe how pai sen when prefects say
"u are her friend and u dun even noe anythg?"
wat do u expect me to reply?
say wat?
and the only thg i can reply is
"sorry,i reallu duno"
or u expecting me to say
"she sack herself"
rite?
i only can erply i duno!
wat else can i reply?
rite?
just to save ur name still as a VICE-HEAD,
do u noe is hard?
see the way u are nw
wat do u wan me to say still?
say u are still a prefect?
or just a normal student?
wat do u expect me to say?
i really duno!
perhaps my pervious post sound harsh!
but do u noe i m sad too?
u dun even understand me!
think abt it aga!
ok
consider is my fault
but do u noe how i feel?
no!
u duno!
feel this way
wat if u will me?
how would u answer?
actually
i do noe the thg happening nw
and i tink i noe who le
so wat?
she just making comment
just dun care abt her lah!
that is wat u tell me!
isn't?
why
why
why?
now is wat!
tat time i say i want to quit!
who tell me eveythg and all the reasons?
who?
and is u!
so nw u wan to quit?
wat m i suppose to say
and as a friend or an EXCO to tok to u?
i did msg u
to ask u to tell me wat happen!
u did not call
so?
wat do u expect me to do?
i tok to u abt solving the prob
and ur blog say "i never ask u or eoin to solve the prob"
so?
wat m i going to say aga?
i say i want to tok to u as a FRIEND
u say "wat is there anythg to tok abt?"
u noe how i feel?
i only feel that i cant even tok to u as a friend
wat can i conclude?
u tink abt it oso!
and as a friend,
we got nth to say!
rite?
why?
i duno.
perhaps still my fault
ok
i say sorry to u
bcoz of my posts in this blog
but is oso from ur blog,ur words
ur attitude
to make me post it!
agree?
perhaps only mr sim can solve this prob for u!
though the thg which is happening around us
i noe sth
which i have already stop doing
forget it!
coz i dun tink u will care ba!
noe why everthg is i say sorry?
i dun tink u noe ba
bcoz i cherish u and this friendship
sorry
but nw i dun
coz of some reasons
i won't tell u the reasons now
perhaps i will tell u next time for breaking the friendship with u nw
see 1st
lastly,
still a
sorry to u!
This is end of me, stranger
Sunday, May 08, 2005
//don ever try to understand me//
haix
wake up too early 2day liao
haix
makes me fell so tired!
haix
feel like goin out
but i cant
coz need to study
haix!
off
//never ever try it//
This is end of me, stranger
Saturday, May 07, 2005
//perhapes i will never know how u feel//
fuck
finally finsh both history and social studies le
yesh!
can relax abit
den concentrate on other subjects ba
haix
tired!
nt enough slp somemore!
fuck!
why shd i put in so more effort in ss ar?
weird!
haix
anyway
finish le
haha
gonna work hard on other subjects le
-no more chinese,english,history and social studies!-
but more math,physics,chemistry,POA
wahahaha
sick!
haix
remove 4 subjects
add in 4 more subjects
into my mind!
well
great izit?
just now watch channel newsasia with my mummy abt Dr Wee
and i fell aslp!
but when i woke up
the show haven finish sia
haha
damn long
and my mummy so like complain here and there!
haix
feel amused by my mummy!
haha
forget it!
cant blame me for slping rite?
i slp at 11pm
woke up at 4.30am
to study social studies sia!
damn tired!
haix!
gonna ask ms lee wat is my reg no for O level
for my dad to buy 4D
haha
funny rite?
my cute dad!
haha
just now i change my blogskin to srongebob pirture!
haha
very cute
but i tink too childish le
so change back to my old skin!
haha
tink eoin suit it more than me ba!
haha
too bad eoin cant see the pic of the bob just now
haha
gonna go le
study hard guys!
off
//perhaps you also doesn't understand how i feel//
This is end of me, stranger
Friday, May 06, 2005
just back from sch
haha
gonna study hard for my ss lor
haha
damn sian
sick and tired sia!
haix
1st time doing test in the hall
damn hot sia!
kaoz!
haix
damn serious sia
i sitting at the back
the teacher keep on looking around
damn sick sia
haix
tml oso gonna sit at the hall for 2 paper
sure gonna hot to death sia!
haix
hall too small
and no open space!
kaoz sia!
forget it
tink gonna fail my eng!
ya!
english sux!
haha
english sux!
haha
hope i can pass my math ba
haix
pray HARD!
haha
ok
gonna go liao!
bye
off
This is end of me, stranger
