i'm tired
reach hm around 1.30am
slp at 2am
lack of slp
enough of all the shock
still trying hard to recover from my shock
have been crying for a long time
because of ah buay dad
and partly is because of u
ah buay,
dun tink too much le
must take care of ur own health 1st
ok?
u still need to support the family
ur mum needs u the most now
u are the eldest
must noe how to take care of ur bro n sis le
ok?
dun worry abt the future prob
any thg can come to me
call me if u need help
i am willing to help
i bet the rest will help u too
ok?
must learn to be strong le
jia you!
we will support u all the way!
jia you!
u can make it de
alot of thg happened
hailing hp lost,
ah buay dad like tat
feel that any thg can happen in
1sec
1min
1hr
thinking through alot of thgs yesterday and today
life is short
cherish watever u have now
dun give up
dun let go
dun lose it
dun ever start to cherish when u noe that u are gonna to lose it
anythg can happen
especially to those with heck care attitude!
u will regret
trust me
cherish every
sec
mins
hrs
days
years u have now
really
i'm nt joking
coz u will never noe wat is gonna happen next
xuann pass me a 'live strong' band
but i bet i wun live for long
haha
great!
have less prob and stress
great!
haha
bei,
why din u call me?
why
i just wan to now wat is going on now
and nt like now
i dun even noe wat happen
can?
i just wan to noe
perhaps i might just go away any time
u will be able to see me for the rest of ur life
life is short
really
prehaps the next min i might just died coz of asthma
no 1 will noe
tell me can?
i start to cherish u now
coz i dun wan to cherish u when i lose it
though i have lose it once
u will never noe wat will happen next
give me a chance and tell me can?
-waiting-
at least give me a call
can?
coz i really duno wat to do now
missing in somewhere in my world
save me
and only u can save me
ok?
take care
i need to noe
to those who u tink i am toking rubbish:
is the truth
cherish watever u have now
this is all i can say
