My story
Thursday, April 21, 2005
halo everyone
espeacially to you[you should noe who r u]
haha
my asst deputy!
coz promise her to write abt my canteen department.
rite?
abt my canteen department!
actually to me
the duty seem sux
coz i dun see the prefects doing duty!
btw to all the 1st recess prefects
dun ever think that there is no EXCOs members to seee your duty!
we do have eyes and ears all around canteen!
dun tink u can ever run away from ME!
the 2nd recess
SUX!
*to all prefects!
i know some of you got complain abt us,the EXCOs members!
pls come to me and tell me!
anythg u are unhappy at,
pls tell us!
if u dun wan to say,write to us!
pls!
i begging u guys!
if u dun wan to say out nor write to us,
u left with no choice but to suffer all the way!
come to us!
any problems or who need help,
come to me!
i very free de!
feel free to call me!
but dun prank call me lor!
i will hate u and make you suffer even more!
haha
but i am serious lah!
-back to canteen stuff!-
these few days juz went through the canteen stuffs lah
not i slack worx!
haha
but i doesn't see any improvement in both 1st and 2nd recess lor!
why ar?ask deputy?
haix.no point forcing my deputy and my asst deputy!
coz their SA1 oso coming le
should let them rest/take a break le.
i shall try to ask mr sim tml during the meeting to let you guys have a break le.
i know u guys are tired!
me too!
haha
so i know how u guys feel!
ok lah.
nowadays always went to mac with hailing and jasmine to study!
so tired!
but muz think of O level le
cannot play le
muz be serious!
sian!
haiz.
heard alot of thg abt HER!
quite sad but still cant say out
juz have to keep in the bottom of my heart!
why am i always the last to know?
what change us to become like tat?
tell me!i dun wan like tat!
i hate life which is like tat
i really hate it!
coz i duno how to react when my friends tok abt my another friends!
i duno
i confused!
do u know how i feel in the first place?
where am i between your friends?
where?
somewhere u would never notice?
or i dun stand in the circle of your friends?
why are u treating me like this?
i hate it!
friends?
i feel like i am a fool!
a BIG FOOL!
almost every day i had been listening to 'tong hua'
which makes me think of you of your birthday!
-crying out loud-
while in prefect
still feel like another fool
being a fool is fun?
-wondering why dun you be one-
other than sad
is still sad!
nth can describe my feeling now.
nt even words
-thinking of you-
hailing dar dar,
if u saw this blog
i'm sorry for nt going to study today with u guys!
-pulling my ears-
sorry!
staring at the doll which kellyn,ah buay,alene,yi hao bought for me as birthday present
'you are wonderful'
i sux!
i sux!
i sux!
i dun even have any feelings to make me feel wonderful
and now is only sad.
beiying
sad to say
we are still drifting apart!
disagreement make us now!
i hate it too!
but i really cherish this friendship between u and me!
really
perhaps now in ur mind is still joan ba
never mind.i am always the 'spare' friend to u
used to it le
-leaf departure is because of the wind pursuit OR the tree did not ask it to stay?-
i am the tree
you are the leaf
to me
is the tree did not ask the leaf to stay
is my fault!
i did not ask u to stay nor i did not ask u to leave
my fault?
perhaps!i sux!
sad to say that
if u ever saw this blog
pls come back to me as the old beiying and NOT the new beiying
u have change
i miss the old u
i hate the new u.
but i know is immpossible to have u back as the old 1.
coz the leaf have departure from the tree for 1 whole year!
leaf would not come back!
but i will stay until the day that u come back!
i shall wait!
-missing you-
and stop treating me like a fool
though i dun really mind for you to treat me like a fool
but only you can!not others!
-lost in my own world-
This is end of me, stranger
